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of em? You wouldnâta even knowed who was the father.â
âThey made me. I didnât want it.â
âI know.â
âThey made me! I didnât want it!â
âBaby made from that much meanness, it donât need to be out in the world.â
âI was a sergeant. One of the privates salutes me before.â
âWaaaah!â
âSaluted me an laughed. Then he done it.â
âThat thing had to die. One way or the other.â
âWaânât a thing! A baby! I kilt it! Waânât a thing!â
âOne way or the other.â
â That boy died. â My fatherâs words snap me back to the present. His eyes far away. âFrom flu! He woulda got along fine on the one leg, he hadnât caught the bug in the infirmary. I met him two days before he passed. âHow old?â I go. Him: âEighteen.â Then, hour before he expire, cleanin up his sins nick a time he confesses. âSorry, I lied before. Fifteen.ââ
My mother comes walking through with B.J. Smiling, touching his face. âGood boy.â He grins back. âTake out the trash, he do it without a fight. Mow the lawn, flip the mattress. Anything you ask, heâs the good one.â Theyâre gone, upstairs.
Pa snaps his paper back to reading level, disappearing behind it, so I know story hourâs drawn to a close. I go back and pick up Mr. Hemingway and his Great War. The bookmark fell out when my father summoned me so I have to flip through to find my place.
Whoâs the good one. I do what Iâm asked, and I never throw tantrums. But we all know B.J.âs her favorite. Mostly Iâm not resentful. And what she just said was no cut to me anyway, I know it was aimed at my father who sheâs still mad at about Christmas dinner.
âSo what he do his chores when he told.â I look up, see my fatherâs folded his paper on his lap, his eyes on me. Take a sec fore I realize heâs referring to B.J. â That we coulda got from a trained seal.â
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She sits one desk ahead of me, inches away, whisper-giggling to Suzanne Willetts. âMiss Laherty,â says Mr. Holcomb, âcould you please in your own words explain to the class the concept of the Magna Carta?â Wish I could help her out, slip it in her ear: England , 1215. Prior to this, if the king didnât like your looks he could have you beheaded, all his whim. Now justice for everybody, something new and radical. But no way could we get away with it, and anyway, despite her going all agape, something about Margaret Laherty always seems to charm the teachers from being too hard on her. Iâve known her since first grade. Red-brown hair halfway down her back, think you call that auburn. When the lunch bell rings, she gathers her books, walks out slapping Suzanne on the back, some powerful private joke. Margaretâs eyes big and brown. Twinkly.
I stay behind. Sitting alone to catch up on some biology growl . Smell it: egg-olive sandwich and cheddar corn muffin, baked apple growl . I drink my tin cup of water, trying to appease my roaring empty stomach. Concentrate: Blue eyes can only make blue eyes, but brown-eyed recessives can make brown and one out of four blue, plus earlobes! Genes dictate whether yoursâre hanging free or attached to your neck GROWL .
Fourth grade when the Works Progress Administration started school lunch, I was all in favor. But its noveltyâs definitely worn off. I asked my mother about packing. âWe are not poor country bumpkins, I think we can afford a nickel for hot dinner, penny for the milk.â I started to argue and she, âAnd that is that. â I canât tell her first day back after Christmas Danny Rice pitching his peas at me, amusing half the school. Sitting alone not bothering nobody and still the humiliation, finally I make it all alone: empty classroom. I donât like deceiving my mother but
Terry Ravenscroft, Ravenscroft