of all, letâs get the night over with. Apparently itâs best to sleep on things. Oh, yes! I nearly forgot, what size are you?â
âWhat size what?â
âWhat size jacket do you wear?â
âWhy are you asking me this?â
âIâll say it again: we ask the questions here, youâll just have to get used to it. What size jacket are you?â
âFifty-two.â
âAs I thought. Well, good night, then. And maybe tomorrow morning youâll remember something. With dreams you never know, since apparently you analyze them.â
âMorning, Mama. Did you sleep well?â
Eva Maria didnât answer. She was stunned. She muttered to herself.
âIt canât be. It must be a mistake.â
Eva Maria couldnât take her eyes off the newspaper. Just a few lines. Estéban walked over to the fridge.
âIt was a really nice evening yesterday . . . you know, you should come one day . . . people dancing, theyâre like sleeping volcanoes, except now theyâre awake . . . just tell yourself that.â
Eva Maria folded the paper. Abruptly. So, from one day to the next, a man could find himself in the paper. Eva Maria stood up. She went out into the hall. She put on her coat. Tied her scarf. Picked up her handbag. Estéban went up to her.
âAre you all right, Mama?â
âYes, yes . . .â
âWhat time will you be home tonight?â
âAt five oâclock.â
âOkay, Iâll be here.â
Estéban leaned over Eva Maria. He kissed her. Her mind was elsewhere. The door slammed. Estéban ran his fingers through his hair. He parted the curtain at the window. He watched EvaMaria running down the street, her bag in one hand, the newspaper in the other. She was holding it tight. The pages crumpled in her fist. The bus was about to leave. Eva Maria pounded on the window. The door opened; she climbed on board. The bus pulled away. Estéban let go of the curtain. He went to sit at the table. In Eva Mariaâs place. His face went blank.
Eva Maria got off the bus. Her bag in one hand, the newspaper in the other. She had relaxed her grip. Her hair was loose. The day was over. Eva Maria was walking quickly; she had to check something. She walked past a small café. El Pichuco. The waiter called out to her. Eva Maria waved to him without stopping. She had to check something. She walked up to a building. Went in. Climbed up five floors. Rang the bell on the right. Vittorio would open for her. No one answered. She rang again. No one. It couldnât be. She pounded on the fake wooden panels. Stood there for a long while. Motionless. In front of the locked door, which didnât open. Her hand tightened around the newspaper. She went back down the stairs. Crossed the square. Went into the small café. The waiter came over. He put a glass of wine down on the table for her. He was very agitated.
âYouâre not the only one who found no one at home. Havenât you heard? He killed her. Sheâs dead. Can you imagine, dead? But he wonât get away with it, I can tell you thatâheâs in a real pickle. You canât imagine the chaos all day long, cops everywhere . . . A shrink whoâs a murderer, that will get people talking, I can tell you.â
Eva Maria put her glass down. Abruptly.
âNo, you canât tell me; thatâs just it! Shut up, Francisco, for once, just shut up, stop talking about things you know nothing about.â
âBut I do knowââ
âNo, you donât know anything.â
Eva Maria stood up. She tossed a few coins on the table. Her tone was sharp.
âJust because youâre dying to tell the entire planet youâve been serving a murderer doesnât mean that the man is a murderer.â
Customers at neighboring tables turned around. Eva Maria left the café. She tossed the newspaper into the garbage