more place for them in heaven
.
No place in heaven. The battle music swirled around Gregory like a palpable thing, like Godwrath, like Hellfire. His moment of peace had been brief. His eyes grew wet and two words escaped his lips. âDear God.â
The music was now so furious that he almost did not hear the doorbell ring.
II
BLACK FIRE
The housekeeper was asleep, so Gregory arose to answer the door himself. First, he turned off the eruptive, whirling music. As he walked to the doorâpassing into a vestibule cluttered with halltrees and umbrella standsâhe could only think this late caller must be Father Halloran, who had perhaps forgotten something.
He unlatched and swung open the heavy door.
âItâs awful late I know, Father,â said the large man who stood before him, âbut itâs about the girl here.â
The girl, of high school age, would not allow her blue eyes to meet Gregoryâs.
âThatâs all right,â Gregory found himself saying, âif itâs really important.â
âIt is,â said the man. âSort of an emergency.â Gregory led them into the parlor, offered them chairsâthe girl would not sit downâand quickly struggled into his jacket again.
âNow then,â said Gregory. âDonât tell me. Youâre the Garths, arenât you? Susan andââ
âRobert,â said the man.
âOf course. Iâll get all these names straight soon. You know, itâs odd, but Father Halloranâhe just leftâwas speaking about you and your daughter only a moment ago.â The oddness of the coincidence was more of a conversational opener for Gregory than a true expression of personal bemusement. He had lived too long, and been on the receiving end of too many coincidences, to feel other than mere intellectual surprise. Emotionally, it was old stuff and he was used to it. He had but to ask himself âWhat ever became of Father John Doe?â in order toreceive a letter or phone call from Father John Doe the following day; or to suddenly remember a long-forgotten Bible verse and then, beginning to search for it, have the Bible fall open to the exact page and the verse leap to his eyes. And yet Gregory was not so vain as to think himself unique in this: coincidence, he knew, occurred in the lives of everyone with such frequency that it seemed almost the norm, and was met by most people not with the blink of astonishment but with the half-smile and casual nod usually accorded a regular and welcome visitor. Gregory asked Garth, âWhat can I do for you?â
Garth told his daughter to sit down; she did; then he said, âWe been walking up and down in front of the rectory. I could see Father Halloran was here. I didnât want to bust in, so I thought weâd wait until he left. When Father Halloran introduced us to you today, Susie took a shine to you, and I sort of did too. And then later, something happened thatââ He interrupted himself: âYou say Father Halloran told you something about her?â
âWell, a little, yes,â said Gregory.
Nodding, Garth said, âSee, Father Halloran he said she should go to a doctor. A specialist. He said she needed, you know, help, mental help. He said
he
didnât know what to do for her. I guess he figured she wasâwell, crazy.â Quickly, he added, âNot that Iâm blaming Father Halloran. I mean, he sure had plenty of reason to think she wasânot rightâafter what happened.â
âWhat exactly did happen?â Gregory asked.
âDidnât he tell you?â
âHe only told meââ Gregory felt the girlâs eyes on him, and said, âPerhaps Susan would rather wait in another room while we talk.â And, saying this, he turned to find her eyes looking into his own, no longer evasive. Yet her voiceâshe spoke now for the first timeâwas soft and shy:
âNo, Father. I want