because I am scared. What if something happens to them? Things always happen in wars. Thereâs always blood in war paintings, all of them. What if they come home covered in blood? The loud sounds come closer and now they sound like a huge crowd of angry people shouting. I canât make out what theyâre saying. I go to the front door and open it to get a closer look. The crowd is still in the distance but they are so loud I can hear them from here. They look like a huge army of ants approaching. In one of William Hogarthâs paintings there is a crowd of people who look like they are protesting as well, he paints the picture with splashes of red to portray the forecast of the bloody war. I would do the same. I see blood coming. Yasmine, Tariq and Khalid leave. I walk them to the door and hope I donât see anything yellow now because that means they wonât come back safe. âWant to watch TV with me Adam?â Isa walks behind me. We flip through the TV channels and settle on MBC1, which has an art show. Itâs 1:00 p.m. I had lost track of time. Of course, my art show is on repeat at 1:00 p.m. The episode today is about the death of art. The TV presenter is talking about how true art of expression and depth has died and simplicity has taken its place. It is disappointing to hear this. Real art should never die if it is real, it is just hidden behind the layers of ignorance. This show is sending the wrong message out to people. So many people are listening to this and believing it. âBelieve in this?â Isa asks me. âOf course not, real art still exists, some people just want to create new art so they forget about the origins and truth of it.â âVery clever of you, I would have never thought that. Why donât you show me some of your paintings?â âI only show mama and Yasmine.â âWhy donât you try showing me? Iâll be honest.â I donât know whether I should show him or not. What if he laughs? I only trust mama and Yasmine. He said heâd give me an honest opinion so maybe I should. âDonât tell anyone I showed you okay?â I lead him into my room. He doesnât jump over the threshold so Iâm not sure if I feel comfortable with him being here. âWow Adam, there are paintings everywhere, thatâs amazing!â âDo you like them?â âAmazing, I never knew you were this good, I always just saw you go into your room and come out hours later, but I didnât think you did such good paintings.â âThank you Mr. Isa.â âWhy do you always paint war?â âBecause itâs filled with endless painting possibilities, and the range of colours is so wide.â âWhy donât you try making sculptures?â âI like using colours.â âBut youâre good with faces.â âThank you Isaâ¦â Before I am able to finish my sentence I hear a loud shriek, gun shots and an ambulance siren. I freeze in my place. Yasmine is all I can think about. âYasmine⦠Yasmine⦠Yasmine!â âCalm down Adam, letâs go out and see whatâs going on. Donât worry it wonât be Yasmine.â âI canât go out, I canât.â I run to the door and open it clumsily, the lock isnât unlocking. Isa pushes me aside gently and unlocks it. I stretch my neck out of the door to see if I can see what happened. All I can see from here is a group of people with banners marching on, and an ambulance in the far distance. The fear of something happening to my sister burns inside me. My fingers start to tremble and twitch. I back away from the door and sit in the corner of the corridor towards the wall. I grind my teeth trying to ignore all the dark thoughts that start clouding my mind. I canât see the wall in front of me any more; I can only see grey triangles covering my vision. My body starts rocking