forces in the field. His kingdom had been torn in half then, its lands overrun by enemy forces, but at least Erik had not felt as though he were burrowed down, snug and safe, like a hedgehog waiting out the winter. At least then, he could face his enemy head on. If his kingdom was destined to be conquered, Erik would rather die on the point of a sword than be captured in the palace, forced to his knees in front of the Warlord. Thrown in the Red Tower, or worse, given his freedom in exchange for surrender.
Stop it. We are not conquered. Not yet.
âYour Majesty.â
Her voice was a welcome interruption. Erik turned.
âThe oratorium is clear. Thereâs a crack in one of the windows, but the servants assure me itâs just ordinary wear and tear. Itâll be repaired by tomorrow.â
âThank you, Alix. And what of the banner lords? Have they begun arriving?â
She smiled. Erik knew what that meant, and he smiled too. âSo he did come, then?â He had been told not to expect Riggard Black.
Closing the door to make sure they were alone, Alix strolled into the room and threw herself casually into a chair. âApparently, he got a letter from Highmount.â
âAh.â Erik pulled out his own chair. âI suppose I shouldnât be surprised. My first counsel is convinced this is the most critical decision weâve had to make since the siege.â
Alix toyed with the pearl-handled seal knife on his desk. âIs it?â she asked quietly.
âI think perhaps it is,â he said, just as quietly. âBut the truth is, Iâm not sure itâs really a choice at all. If our allies donât enter the war, and soon, itâs over for us. We must do whatever it takes to see that they do.â
âAnd you and Highmount have an idea how to do that?â The barest hint of frost touched her voice. Few would have noticed it; Alix had grown better at concealing her thoughts these past months. Time at court did that to a person. But Erik spent at least twelve hours a day with this woman, and he could read her as easily as a favourite book. She was annoyed, and he thought he knew why.
âWeâve discussed it in detail, yes. And no, you were not present. That was deliberate, Alix.â Hardly likely to appease her, but he wanted her to understand. âI needed to discuss the options freely, without worrying about those whom it might affect.â
She gave him a wary look. âMeaning?â
âI see only one possible solution, and youâre not going to like it.â
âThat sounds ominous.â
âOminous.â He sighed again, rubbed his temples. âThat is how we live our lives, is it not? Ominously?â
Her expression softened; she reached across the desk and took his hand. Instinctively, Erikâs fingers tightened around hers.
âIt wonât last forever, Erik. It canât.â
For half a heartbeat, he let himself take comfort in her voice, in the warmth of her hand. Then he released her and sat back. âNo, it canât. It must end. My duty is to make sure it ends well, no matter what. I hope I can count on your support tomorrow, even if you donât like what I have to say.â
The wary look returned. âIn that case, maybe youâd better tell me now.â
âWe will discuss it at length tomorrow, I promise. And Iâm not asking you to agree with me blindlyâjust hear me out, without jumping to conclusions. If you still have concerns, you are free to air them, as always. I daresay you wonât be alone.â
She shifted uncomfortably. âThis proposal of yoursâitâs really that bad?â
âBad? I sincerely hope not. Call it desperate, rather.â
She swallowed. âAre things really that . . . Are we desperate?â
His gaze moved back to the window, to the glitter of snow and the marching ranks of tombstones. âYes, Alix, we are.â
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