The Black Tide Read Free Page B

head in the sand and don’t come out until it’s all over and the slick gone.’
    She didn’t move for a moment, standing there, staring at me as though seeing me for the first time. ‘You bastard!’ she said quietly. ‘I’ll show you.’ And she turned and walked slowly off up the path, back to the cottage.
    I stayed there for a moment, thinking back over all that had been said, wishing I could have handled it differently. But it had been building for several days now, ever since the Petros Jupiter had stranded within sight of our home. I was out of understanding, totally exhausted by her emotional behaviour and her refusal to accept that everything was being done that could be done. She was so impractical. She knew about ships. She’d been brought up with them, her father a crane driver in the docks, but she’d never understood the sea, how cruel it could be – not until she had come to live here.
    My gaze lifted from the lifeless razorbill sloshing back and forth like an oily rag in the suck and thrust of the wavelets tothe edge of the slick pushing a dirty brown tongue round the rocks that hid the tanker from view. Something moved in the film of oil, a wing flapping. I turned away in disgust, climbing the path slowly, but not to the cottage. I struck away to the right, across the knoll above the elephant rock, striding out furiously as I reached the top.
    I was cursing under my breath – not at Karen, not entirely, but at the whole sodding bloody mess, the way our idyll of a simple life was breaking up under the pressure of outside events. I could remember so clearly the day we had first seen Balkaer snugged into the grass and wild flowers and rocks above the cove, so remote, so peaceful on that still, sunny day in early spring two years ago. Doubtless that was why it was being offered at such a reasonable price. For a quick sale, they had said, but it was really the lack of any amenities. Who wants a cottage perched on an exposed coast with no services and the nearest track for vehicles over 500 metres away? Only people like ourselves. Karen from the dust and polyglot overcrowding of a Welsh port, and me with my earliest memories of a tiny hospital on the edge of the desert. For us that Atlantic coast, its soft salt air, the solitude of the cottage perched above the cove, it was all irresistible. We had put our deposit down that afternoon, moved in a week later, and for almost a year we had been sublimely happy. The tourists hadn’t bothered us as much as we had feared, I had sold several magazine pieces and had started on a book, Mate of the Balkaer . And then, at the tail end of a March gale, the first oil had come ashore and we had spent hours clearing up the beach.
    That was when I discovered how unreasonable Karen could be, how taut her nerves were under that beautiful, smooth, rain-soft skin. The birds that came ashore that first time were all dead and whenever she found one she’d hold it out to me in mute accusation. Perhaps she didn’t mean it that way, but that’s how it had seemed to me. And though she said she remembered my warning, I doubt if she really remembered what I had told her that day when we had stood in the cottage doorway and decided Balkaer was what we wanted. Three years tramping round the world, then two onthe Gulf-Karachi-Bombay run; I knew the sort of men who manned the smaller, older vessels. There’ll be engineers, I had told her, who’ll pump the bilges out whatever the regulations, tanker skippers who’ll turn a blind eye to tank cleansing at sea, even order it, and sooner or later Cornwall will have another oil spillage disaster like the Torrey Canyon . But she was happy, dreaming dreams. She hadn’t been listening, she hadn’t really taken it in. And then, when it happened …
    I had slowed my pace, staring ahead beyond the white sand sweep of the bay, beyond the road slanting down to Sennen and its cluster of houses, to Land’s End and the rocks off, and that tanker