Michaelâs invitation to lunch. The new, much publicised restaurant lived up to expectations as far as the food went but the service was slow.
âI donât know about you, but Iâd better be getting back,â she declined when he suggested coffee to round off the meal. She was on the point of rising but he reached out and clasped her wrist.
âWeâre already late, a few more minutes wonât make much difference. Besides, thereâs something I want to say to you.â
From the look in his eyes, the softening of his mouth, she knew what it was. And she didnât want to hear it. She wasnât ready.
His hand slid down to capture her fingers. âYou must know Iâm attracted to you,â he said quickly. âWe already have a good relationship and I want to take it further. I donât know what you think about me, and I wonât put you on the spot by asking, but youâre all I admire in a woman. Iâm pretty sure we could build something good and lasting together. You might not think so right now, but will you give it a try?â
Carefully, she slid her fingers away from his. What to say? Only yesterday sheâd caught herself listening to the ticking of her biological clock again, knowing her pleasant working relationship with her employerâs son was on the point of developing into something deeper, balancing the prospect of a lonely old age against the warm, emotional security of having a husband and family.
Yesterday she would have been comfortable with what heâd just said, agreed to go with the flow, find out if they would make a compatible couple.
So why the hesitation? What had changed?
Something had.
âYou donât fancy me at all?â he muttered into the suddenly spiky silence.
She smiled at him. He looked like a sulky child.
âIâve never thought about it,â she said soothingly, lying smoothly to cover the lack of enthusiasm that was obviously upsetting him.
âBut you will?â He made it sound like an order. âWhy not have dinner with me tonight? Since Justine left me Iâve learned to cook a mean steak. But, if you prefer, I could rise to beans on toast. Take your pick.â
His sudden, boyish grin gave her pause. She didnât know why his marriage had broken down after only a couple of years. Edward had voiced the general opinion that it was a blessing there were no children but apart from that heâd said nothing about the cause.
Whatever, Michael didnât deserve to be hurt again. She said with rare impulsiveness, âIâm allergic to beans! Make it Monday, shall we, after the viewing!â She stood up, hitching the strap of her bag over her shoulder. âOne condition, though,â she warned. âFriends. Nothing more, not yet. Nothing personal, Mike. Iâm simply not ready for commitment.â
Not ready? When for weeks sheâd often caught herself brooding about her long-term future. Children. Happy, family life. Not that she knew much about thatâ¦
âCondition accepted.â He stood up too, leavingfolded notes to cover the bill. âBut donât blame me if I try to change your mind. Eventually.â
She knew sheâd made a mistake when she caught his satisfied smirk. Lunch was fine, but supper at his flat near the Barbican?
Misgivings shuddered through her. A week ago she would have seen the invitation as a natural progression of their deepening comradeship, would have pleasantly anticipated getting to know him on his home ground. Now sheâd accepted his invitation because he was her friend, a nice guy, and she hadnât wanted to upset him with an outright refusal.
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Back at the gallery there was a message for her at the front desk. Edward wanted to see her. Now.
Enclosed in the silver capsule that whisked her directly into Edwardâs office she filed the problem with Michael away at the back of her mind. Sheâd handle it as