without a knife. Even in the future, years from nowâin prisonâheâll have a knife. Heâll make one out of a spoon or something.
He couldnât take his eyes off my Cubs shirt, but he said, âIâll just have the patch.â He pointed the knife at the Wrigley Field hundredth-anniversary patch, which was what made the shirt valuable.
I decided not to cry, but I was getting there.Jackson grabbed the shoulder of the shirt and bunched it up. Then here came the knife. âDo yourself a favor and hold still.â He squinted and worked the tip of the blade under the patch. âOr youâll be bleeding like a stuck hog.â
It was a Swiss Army knife. I felt the flat of the blade.
The door behind Jackson banged open. Jackson jumped. He could have cut my throat. He whipped around. The school security guard filled up the doorway. He was usually out at his post, but here he was.
The knife hit the floor. âThis kid pulled a knife on me,â Jackson said.
âGive me a break,â the guard said.
Having the guard show up at just the right time seemed too good to be true. It was. But I didnât think about it then.
He stepped around Jackson and scooped up the knife. He had a patch on his shirt too. It read: âAndy.â He must have been six-five. Heâd ducked in the door.
Now the tears came. I couldnât help it.
âYouâre the one with the restroom pass, right?â he said. âYou can cut off back to your classroom.â
Jackson stood there, smaller without the knife, level with the guardâs kneecap. Then Andy did something surprising. He put his big hand down for Jackson to take. And Jackson took it. His hand, the one that had held the knife, disappeared into Andyâs big fist.
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I was just coming out of the boysâ room when guess who was coming out of the girlsâ? Lynette Stanley, not looking my way. A girlsâ restroom pass fluttered in her hand.
I didnât think too much about it. I was seven. I didnât think too much about anything. I was just glad I hadnât lost the patch off my Cubs shirt.
Behind me Andy the guard was leading Jackson by the hand down to Mrs. Dempseyâs office. Sheâs the principal. Jackson was in and out of her office through the rest of his days at Westside Elementary.
5
A fter school, I found Grandpa sitting on a playground swing. We walked home, picking up some litter on the way.
Mom was still at work. Grown-up couples came to see her during office hours. I thought she was a wedding planner. As soon as her last customers left, she was all over the house, then all over me.
âHoney, are you all right?â She was down in a crouch, holding me at armâs length, looking me over.
Iâd changed out of my Cubs shirt to keep it fresh. âSure, why not?â
âWhy not?â Mom said. âHereâs why not: Jackson Showalter pulled a knife on you at school. A knife!â Momâs eyes sizzled.
âMom, how do you even know this?â
âBecause Lynette Stanley saw you get a restroom pass, and she knew that Jackson Showalter was wandering the halls. Lynette got a restroom pass herself and went straight to the security guard.â
âAndy,â I said.
âWhoever,â Mom said. âAnd he found you with the Showalter gangster holding a knife to your throat. Lynette told her mother. Her mother called me.â
I stubbed a toe in the rug. âI told Lynette not to.â
âNot to what?â Mom said.
âNot to save me.â
âYou can thank your lucky stars she did,â Mom said.
Stars reminded me of Jacksonâs arms.
Mom couldnât let it go. âArcher, honestly, I donât want to be a pushy parent. I donât want to be Elaine Schuster. But I have half a mind to go to Mrs. Bird and tell her if she canât manage her studentsâ
first graders
âshe may be in the wrong