exclaimed, staring hard at Becka.
âWow! Iâm sorry, but Iâm just speechless.â
âMe too,â Becka replied.
Why canât I remember her? Am I losing my mind?
âAre you going to Shadyside High?â Trish asked from in front of the window.
âWow,â Honey said, staring at Becka.
Does she have to stare at me like that? Becka thought uncomfortably. Itâs like Iâm a hot fudge sundae sheâs about to devour!
âDid you used to go to our school, Honey?â Lilah asked.
Honey, her attention glued to Becka, didnât seem to hear the questions of the other two girls. âItâs really you,â she said to Becka.
âYeah. Itâs me all right,â Becka replied.
I canât take much more of this, Becka thought. Who is she and what does she want?
Wiping more tears from her eyes, Honey finally turned to Lilah and Trish. âSorry Iâm so emotional,â she said, shaking her head. âBut Becka and IâYou see, we were best best friends in third and fourth grade. And I just canât believe Iâm back!â
She lunged forward and wrapped Becka in another hug.
Best best friends? Becka thought.
I donât remember having a best friend named Honey.
My best friend in fourth grade was Deena Martinson.
Grinning at Becka, Honey pushed her thick hair up high on her head with both hands. âThis is awesome. Itâs just awesome!â
Becka sank back onto the edge of her bed. âIt sure is.â She motioned for Honey to take the chair in front of her dressing table.
âIâm so excited, I donât know if I can sit down,â Honey said. But she quickly pulled the chair in front of Becka and sat down, crossing her legs, tapping one sneaker on the carpet.
âSo where did you move after fourth grade?â Lilah asked, dropping down to the floor, leaning back against Beckaâs bed and tucking her long legs under her.
Honey didnât seem to hear Lilah. She stared at Becka. âWhen I heard we were moving to Fear Street, my first thought was, Does Becka still live there? And sure enough, you do. In the very same house.â
âYeah. My parents love this old house,â Becka said, glancing across the room at Trish.
âThatâs so great! Weâre next-door neighbors now!â Honey gushed.
âWhere have you been living?â Trish asked.
âItâs just my dad and me,â Honey told Becka. âMom died last year. Itâs been tough, very hard on both of us. Very hard.â
Is Honey ignoring Trish and Lilah? Becka wondered. Doesnât she hear their questions?
Honey had pulled the chair right up in front ofBecka, as if the other two girls werenât part of the conversation.
âThatâs one reason Iâm so happy youâre still here,â Honey continued, beaming at Becka, her enormous gray eyes burning into Beckaâs. âSo itâll be a lot like old times. I mean, so we can be best friends again.â
To her surprise, Becka suddenly found herself feeling guilty. She obviously had been important in Honeyâs life. Their friendship obviously meant a lot to Honey. But Becka couldnât even remember knowing Honey.
Some friend I am, Becka thought, scolding herself.
Whatâs wrong with me, anyway?
Trish said something from the window seat. Honey ignored her again. âYouâve got to tell me all about yourself,â she told Becka. âWeâve got so much catching up to do.â
âThere isnât much to tell,â Becka replied uncomfortably.
Suddenly Beckaâs mother poked her head into the bedroom. âHowâs it going in here?â she asked, her eyes moving from face to face.
âMrs. Norwood!â Honey shrieked, excitedly leaping up from her chair. She dove across the room and wrapped Beckaâs mom in an emotional hug.
Mrs. Norwood cast an astonished glance at Becka.
âItâs so good to see
Stephen Goldin, Ivan Goldman