. . . if he knew about me, about my
condition
? Heâd send you straight to hell, thatâs where heâd send you!â
He shifts to get more comfortable in his chair, threading his fingers together in front of his face, his expression pensive. He needs to keep cool.
âWell done. That way weâll both lose everything. Is that whatâs in your best interest? And is that in . . . well, I mean, is that in
our
best interest? Wouldnât it be smarter to wait for the right time? Maybe we can get someone else to solve the whole problem for us. Iâll talk to her, I told you. Iâll do it. No matter what, Iâll have to do it. Sheâs reasonable, you know; sheâs certainly no fool.â
She watches him, unblinking, with those green eyes of hers. Her breasts heave with her still rapid breaths. He canât help but stare at her in fascination.
âYouâd better do it, and for real. Otherwise Iâll do it for you, and Iâll look her straight in the eye when I tell her. Maybe we women understand each other better, without a lot of fancy phrases. Maybe Iâll bring her a present, and then Iâll tell her: that itâs not a very good idea to try to get in the way of someone like me.â
He knows perfectly well that she would do it. That sheâs good, very good, at facing situations head-on.
âIf you donât lower your voice, goddammit, you wonât even need to go see her. Do you have any idea how many spies she has, here in this office? It wouldnât do you a bit of good, anyway. Sheâd never say yes to you. Sheâd just decide that thereâs a battle to be fought, and maybe sheâd talk herself into believing that, since I wasnât the one who came to talk to her, I donât have the courage to leave her, and that therefore she might stand a chance of winning me back. God forbid. Weâd get swallowed up in legal maneuverings that would never end. Her father is a retired judge who still has plenty of influence. No, Iâm going to have to talk to her.â
The woman walks closer to the desk, feline, like a tiger about to pounce on its prey. She places both hands flat on the desktop, long red fingernails pointing straight at him.
IV
T he entrance to the police station of Pizzofalcone was situated in the courtyard of an old palazzo, its façade covered with flaking plaster that had been patched in more than one place. The impression Lojacono got was of decay and neglect, which was so often the case in the cityâs older neighborhoods.
After a brisk wave goodbye to his driver, who roared off, tires squealing and siren wailing, he climbed a short flight of stairs that led into a small antechamber lit by fluorescent lights: even in the middle of the day, sunlight couldnât make its way into that room.
Behind the counter an officer sat sprawled in a swivel chair, deep in the pages of the sports section. There was the smell of coffee in the air, clearly emanating from a vending machine where two cops stood talking and laughing. The man behind the front desk didnât even bother to look up. Lojacono drew closer without a word and waited, staring at the uniformed officer.
After a while, the officer looked up from his paper and assumed a quizzical expression: âYes?â
âIâm Lieutenant Lojacono. I believe the commissario is expecting me.â
The man neither put down his paper nor shifted position.
âSecond floor, room at the end of the hall.â
Lojacono didnât move.
âOn your feet,â he murmured.
âWhat?â asked the policeman.
âStand up on your own two feet, asshole. Give me your last name, first name, and rank. And do it fast, or Iâll jump straight over this counter and kick your ass black and blue.â
The lieutenant hadnât changed his tone of voice or his expression, but it was as if he had shouted. The two men drinking coffee exchanged a