the sprawling malls, it was nearly impossible to find a single dress, skirt, or even a pair of jeans not pasted with sequins and spangles. Arab women love glitter, the flashier and gaudier the better. They also favor synthetics, such as rayon and polyester, despite the unsuitability of these materials for sweltering climates. Perhaps they were simply cheaper. Still, Miranda had managed to find enough cotton clothing to keep herself covered until her next trip to London, when Finn had patiently spent an entire day with her choosing outfits.
But she doesnât need to dress up for breakfast with policemen. Her gym clothes will be fine, as long as she isnât leaving the house. She slips on a camisole and shorts. These are British policemen; there is no danger of shocking them with the sight of female skin.
When she arrives in the dining room, Alastair is already at the table, tucking into a bowl of porridge. As she slides into her seat, Negasi bustles in with baskets of toast, her rows of stubby black braids tucked under the Japanese poppies scarf Miranda had brought her from the Metropolitan Museum of Art. (Every morning she asks Miranda and Finn if they want toast and eggs, though they never have anything other than fruit and muesli on weekdays. Miranda gets the feeling she is almost relieved to have guests, so that she can
cook
something.) âGood morning, Madame,â says Negasi, smiling. Miranda has been trying to get her to stop calling her Madame ever since she moved in. âMiranda is fine,â she said. âEven Mira.â She doesnât feel old enough to be a Madame, even at thirty-nine. But though Negasi always smiles and agrees, she canât seem to get her lips to form Mirandaâs name.
âGood morning, Negasi! Good morning, Ali.â Negasi hurries to pour carrot juice into her glass.
âMorning! Looking forward to getting rid of us?â Alastair smiles, bits of oat stuck to his upper lip.
âOf course not. Whom will I be able to bore with my political rants?â
âYouâll miss us, then?â
âWeâll cry ourselves to sleep every night.â Miranda smiles andpulls her napkin into her lap. Finn appears a few moments later, showered and dressed in one of his gray pin-striped suits and a blue tie with tiny sheep on it. It is one of Cressidaâs favorite ties. âSheâs awake,â he says to Miranda, before greeting Alastair and pouring himself a cup of Negasiâs coffee.
âIâll go up.â Miranda is still breast-feeding two or three times a day, though Cressida is nearly fifteen months old. She never thought she would nurse for this long, but it had been such a struggle to make the breast-feeding work in the beginning that now that she has it figured out she wants to do it forever. The first few months had been torture. Her nipples had cracked, bled, and succumbed to thrush. Against her affronted flesh, Cressidaâs lips had been razor-sharp blades. The brush of a soft cotton T-shirt had left her weeping. But sheâd persisted, motivated by the health benefits and the threat of having to wash and sterilize bottles every day, until finally, miraculously, the two of them figured it out.
Upstairs, Cressida is standing in her crib, a new trick. She still doesnât have much hair, just a strip of wispy black curls down the middle of her scalp, a milquetoast of a Mohawk. Her eyes have turned from blue to a dark phthalo green, framed by eyelashes so long they brush the tiny bones of her eyebrows when she opens them wide. âBob bob bobobobob BOB!â she cries as Miranda enters. âBOB BOB!â
âMorning, sunshine!â she says, lifting the little girl into her arms. âAnd how many times have I told you not to call me Bob?â
Just as Cressida is finishing nursing, Finn calls from downstairs. âCome say good-bye!â She slides the straps of her camisole back up over her shoulders and hefts