had found wisdom in his long face, his piercing eyes, and Jane, he knew, thought him handsome. But he saw only the harsh lines scouring his cheeks and forehead, saw that his beard and his neat cap of hair had become almost completely white. He set the ball carefully on its stand.
The two men prayed, and then Kelley bent over the glass. âI seeâit is Madimi who comes to me,â he said. The child-angel Madimi was one of their most frequent visitors. âShe saysâshe is dancing now, she is very pleased with something.â
Kelley raised his head. âLook,â he said, pointing to one of the chairs. Dee looked, though he knew he would see nothing. âThere she is, dancing on the back of the chair. She is wearing a gown of changeable silk, red and green.â
Dee wondered for perhaps the hundredth time what it would be like to see angels everywhere. If it was true that everything in the world had its own angelâevery person and clock and book and stoneâthen whatever you looked at would be incredibly alive, a constant shift and play of colors and motion. And he wondered again why this sight had been given to Kelley and not to him.
Kelley stopped. The silence in the room grew. Something moved in a dark corner. It is the fire, Dee thought. The fire is making the shadows dance.
There is no fire.
His heart kicked at his ribs. He looked quickly at Kelley. Kelley was bent over the crystal once more; he had noticed nothing. Because there is nothing to notice, Dee thought. It is your imagination, it is nothing ⦠.
Suddenly he realized how cold he was, how the cold permeated every part of him. A powerful shiver shook him like a seizure. âWhatâwhat do you see for me?â he asked, breaking the silence.
âI see eleven noblemen in rich sable,â Kelley said. âOne man wears a sable cap and sits on a chair inlaid with precious stones. âPluck up your heart,â he says to you. âYou will become rich, and you will be able to enrich kings and help those who are needy. Were you not born to use the commodities of this world? Were not all things made for manâs use?ââ
Dee forced himself to relax. Most of the angels Kelley summoned spoke in convoluted metaphors and parables; this one was far more forthcoming. And he would not mind being wealthy, not for Kelleyâs reasons but because, with enough money, he would finally be free to pursue his studies without worry.
âWhat about Laski?â Dee asked. âWhat do you see for him?â
âHe will become king. He will triumph over the Turks. His name will be spoken in every capital in Europe.â
Suddenly one of the shadows seemed to detach itself from the rest. A change came over Kelley. He laughed harshly. âAll gone,â he said. âAll gone. No hope.â
Dee clutched one hand tightly with the other, only dimly aware that he was hurting himself. âWhat is gone?â
âCastles, swords, kingdoms, crowns,â Kelley said. âHis name will be spoken in every capital in Europe.â
âIâI donât understand.â
âAll gone. Your books. Your library. What you value most in this world.â
âWhat happened to my books?â
Kelley laughed gleefully. âFire, flood, destruction,â he said. âYour library is gone.â
âMaster Kelley!â Dee said desperately. âMaster Kelley, stop! Look at me.â
âThe queen is your enemy,â Kelley said. âIn England they condemn your doings and say you are a renegade because you left without the queenâs permission. They say you despise your prince.â
âEdward Kelley!â
Kelley looked up from the glass, his face showing confusion. âAll gone,â he said softly.
Dee felt hopeless, defeated even before he began. Dread weakened him like an illness. Something was about to go terribly wrong, some force was building that would destroy him and