misery.â
Matt tossed the cloth aside and sighed. âItâs not that simple.â
There was sympathy in Flyntâs dark eyes. âIâm listening.â
Matt was tempted, but he knew it would be a mistake. The affair had begun in secrecy and theyâd both been aware of the consequences. âIâm not talking.â
Flynt lost his temper. âDamn it, when did you get this obstinate?â
Matt bent to pick up the cloth again. He had to keep busy, even doing mindless chores. âRuns in the family.â
âThereâs not going to be a family if we have to kill you.â The smile faded. It looked as if his asocial brother had fallen and fallen hard. Why else would he be agonizing this way? This mystery woman of hishad to be something else again. âReally, Matt, if itâs serious enough to have you this chewed up inside, then maybe you should try to untangle whatever differences youâve come up with and make peace with her.â
Matt laughed shortly. âThereâs peace, all right. She dumped me.â
Flynt looked at him, dumbfound. âDumped you? You mean she has taste?â He slipped his arm around Mattâs shoulders in a silent show of camaraderie. âSorry, that just came out. Then maybe youâre better off without her.â
âThatâs what Iâve been trying to convince myself.â And he wasnât getting anywhere. All he could think about was Rose.
âHavenât been having much luck, I take it?â
Matt sighed. âNone at all. I think about her and my insides pinch.â
Flynt nodded. Heâd been at the same junction himself and knew how awful it could be. âThatâs either love, or youâve been buying your underwear a size too small.â
âReal nice, Flynt. Maybe the ladies church group will embroider that on some kitchen towels.â
âLook, itâs easy enough to confuse lust with that other L-word thatâs hard for us Carsons to say. Give it some time. If itâs the first, itâll blow over. If itâs the second, itâll get worse.â
Mattâs eyes met his brotherâs. âIt already is worse.â
Heâd always been the straightforward one. âThen what are you doing sitting here talking to me? Go and tell her. Who is she, by the way?â
He didnât know if Flynt was being clever, or just asking. In either case, Matt couldnât tell him. He sighed and shook his head.
âOkay, donât tell me. But do something about it because, like I said, little brother, your days are numbered if you donât find that sunny disposition of yours again.â Above everything, Flynt knew when to back off. He crossed to the stable entrance and then paused to add, âJust a word to the wise.â
Matt said nothing. He was back to polishing his tack. And wishing heâd never set foot in that damn library and set his heart on the librarian. He should have stuck to cattle.
Two
âW ell, good news, Harrison,â Ben Ashton announced, sticking his head into the local district attorneyâs office after the latter had offered an absently voiced, âCome in.â
D.A. Spence Harrisonâs relaxed demeanor immediately disappeared. The private investigator wasnât stopping by to exchange thoughts about a case coming to trial, he was here on a far more personal matter. A matter that had involved Spence and three of his closest friends, all because theyâd had the unfortunate luck of being on the ninth tee of the Lone Star Country Club golf course the Sunday that the baby had been discovered.
Spence and his friends found the baby, crying and wet from a recent christening by the courseâs sprinkling system. The chance watering had inadvertently all but obliterated the note that had been pinned to the babyâs blanket, a note that had, from all appearances, been addressed to the babyâs father.
Because it was known