gear. This stupid gun is so uncomfortable with slacks.â Dana held up her Glock pistol, which was still tucked inside a black leather holster. âThey really donât make comfortable plain clothes duty gear for women.â
âSorry.â Dana looked great to him, though black and white didnât suit her near as well as some of the other colors heâd seen her in, like that soft pink cashmere sweater sheâd worn when theyâd had dinner together a couple of months ago. Unfortunately that dinner had been the end of anything romantic and the beginning of their business-only routine.
Mac wasnât really into hearing about womenâs clothing. And since when did detectives call their guns stupid? Still, he tried to look sympathetic. âI donât think we have time to go shopping for something else right now.â
âCome on, Mac. Cut me some slack,â she grumped. âIâm looking for my fanny pack so I can give my ribs a break. The thumb brake on this department-issue holster is killing my ribs.â
Mac could empathize. The thumb brake sat at the top of the gun sight, four to six inches above the belt line, and dug into the ribcage. âYouâll get used to it.â Mac thumbed the steering wheel impatiently with his fingers.
âHere it is.â Dana waved her black leather fanny pack, then secured her gun inside the large zipper pouch. She closed the trunk and jogged around to the passenger side of Macâs vehicle.
Trying to keep his impatience under wraps, Mac kept his mouth shut while he maneuvered onto the street. âWhy didnât you want me to pick you up at your place?â Mac finally asked, trying to sound like he was just making light conversation. âIt was on the way.â And we could have saved at least twenty minutes. He thought it best not to add the last part.
Dana sighed and stared out the windshield. At first Mac thought she wasnât going to answer. âImpressions, Mac. I donât want anyone thinking I got this job for any reason other than that I was qualified and I deserved it.â
Mac shook his head. âNo one has ever indicated that you didnât earn your way into the detective slot. I certainly donât think that.â
âI know.â Dana turned in the seat, her dimples deepening with a smile. âAt least you better not. Maybe Iâm being a little too cautious, but itâs different when youâre a woman. I canât explain it. Iâm trying to fill Kevinâs shoes while heâs out sick, and thatâs an uphill battle alone.â
âI donât know about that.â Mac frowned, choosing his words carefully. âI think . . .â
âI said that wrong.â Dana paused. âI could never fill Kevin Bledsoeâs shoes. What I meant is that I know Iâm getting this chance because heâs sick and is working light duty. I hope Kevin kicks his cancer, but Iâm not going to waste the opportunity to prove myself. Iâm sure not going to put up with any office gossip, even though it would be totally unfounded.â
Mac bit into his lower lip. Unfounded? She was right about that, but her being right didnât stop him from wishing otherwise.
âThatâs why I donât want to give anyone anything to raise their eyebrows atâlike seeing you come or go from my apartment. Can you understand where Iâm coming from?â
âSure, I guess so.â He doubted thereâd be a problem. Still, Mac respected Dana, and if she felt she needed to distance herself from him for appearanceâs sake, he could accept that. He just didnât like it. âI feel like thereâs a double standard, though. No one would give it a second thought if I picked Kevin up.â
âKevin is a man. Iâm a woman. Thereâs a difference, in case you havenât noticed.â
âNo kidding.â Mac chuckled.
âAnd there are