Mama! Oh, Auntie, there you are. I was looking everywhere for you. Look what I got!â He held out one grubby hand, palm up, to reveal a prize he knew would be far more appreciated by his aunt than his loving, but strangely squeamish, mother.
âA caterpillar!â Julia cried, echoed somewhat less enthusiastically by Phoebe, and bent down to look at the prize in the boyâs hand. âWonderful, Gilbert! You didnât squash it a bit, either.â
Gilbert nodded proudly. âI know. I âmembered what you said, how the green juice was like blood to him, so I didnât squeeze him.â
âGood lad.â
âCould I keep him?â He looked over at his mother. âPlease?â
Phoebe smiled at the boy. Sturdily built, he had an angelic face, with her own light blue eyes and sweet smile, but Selbyâs strong chin and jaw. A cloud of bright red-gold curls added to the illusion of a cherub. Phoebe, while she might not share her sonâs fondness for worms, snakes and caterpillars, rarely could deny him anything.
âOf course you can, sweetheart. Just make sure to put him in a container, though, or he might frighten the maids.â
âGet Nurse to find a jar for you,â Julia instructed. âAnd remember, put holes in the top, and a twig and some leaves inside for him.â
Gilbert nodded and bounced out of the room to show his prize to his nurse. Phoebe looked after him with a sigh, her eyes filling with tears. Gilbert, only three years old when his father died, could not even remember Selby. âIf only Selby had lived to see him grow up.â
Her wistful words hardened Juliaâs resolve. âAnd he would have lived to see himâif Stonehaven had not hounded him to death. Phoebe, I have to make Stonehaven reveal the truth, donât you see?â
Phoebe nodded. âI know.â
âIf I do nothing, Gilbert will always have to live under the shadow of the scandal. Heâll hear the whispers. People will turn away from him, refuse to meet him or issue him an invitation.â She paused, not adding, âThe way they have us.â But Phoebe knew that truth as well as she.
The scandal surrounding Selby and his death had sealed Julia and Phoebe off from âpolite society.â Phoebe no longer went to London for the Season. Julia, who had not yet made her debut, had accepted that she never would. The blot on the family name was too great. Even in the small circle of their country acquaintances, there had been those who had cut them. Wherever they went, even church, they saw people whispering and staring. When they had moved to the Armiger London house a few weeks ago, more than one Society matron had looked the other way when she saw them. The memory of the ton was very long.
âNo,â Phoebe whispered fiercely. Normally sweet-tempered, a threat to her beloved child was enough to turn her into a fiery avenger. âThat cannot happen to Gilbert. We must not let it.â She looked up into her sister-in-lawâs vivid blue eyes, and her jaw hardened with determination. âYou are right. I was being weak. Of course we must continue to try to prove Selbyâs innocence. You do what you must. Whatever it takes.â
Julia grinned. âI knew you would stand firm, Phoebe.â For all her gentle nature and her worries about impropriety, Phoebe alone out of everyone they knew had believed as firmly as Julia herself that Selby was innocent of the accusations and had been as determined to prove it.
Phoebe gave her a quick smile and picked up her sewing again. Then she stopped and looked up questioningly. âBut, Julie, dearâ¦how are you going to meet Lord Stonehaven? We donât go out in Society. Indeed, I am sure that we would not be received even if we tried.â
âNo. That is a problem.â Julia did not deem it necessary to tell Phoebe that the kind of woman that she planned to be for Lord Stonehaven would
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