first brought your sister in here, we at Saint Maryâs like to think of ourselves as progressive. Â Thatâs why weâre privately funded and thatâs why weâre located here in the middle of nowhere.â
Even though Diane smiled at the nunâs attempt at humor, she knew that Sister Jarrett was also speaking the truth. Â Saint Maryâs was located off the beaten path, in a remote site nearly three hours away from Chicago. Â The woman had chosen the facility because these particular nuns were liberal-minded, and most importantly, discreet.
Sister Jarrett looked at her papers. Â âI see that you did enact the Health Surrogate Act three years ago.â
âYes. Â Just to give me the right to make the legal decisions regarding her care.â
âSince that act was passed in Illinois, itâs made the process so much easier.â Â The nun looked at Diane and said, âYou know, you could make the decision terminate life support and end this ordeal for youâand her. Â It is an ordeal, isnât it? Â Our Savior suffered enough for us. Â There is no reason for you to go on suffering.â
âSheâs my sister. Â And Iâm not suffering.â
âVery well. Â Iâm only saying that itâs an option. Â We will gladly care for your sister as long as her body is alive if that is your wish. Â Iâm sure that Christ admires your strength. Â There are not many people who would have held on to hope for so long.â Â
Diane nodded but then turned away so that the nun would not see the tears well up in her eyes. Â âCan I see her?â she asked.
The nun answered, âOf course.â Â
Diane allowed Sister Jarrett to escort her out of the office and down the hall to the room where the patient lay. Â
Sister Jarrett stopped at the door and said, âIâll let you visit with her alone.â
âThank you,â Diane said.
The patient was another woman the same age as Diane. Â She appeared to be asleep, but dozens of wires and tubes were hooked up to her body. Â A heart monitor by the bed beeped rhythmically. Â The patient breathed slowly and deeply. Â Her blonde hair had grown out over the side of her skull where they had operated long ago. Â
Diane stepped to the bed and put her hand on the patientâs arm. Â She squeezed it and said, âI promised I wouldnât let you die, Sweetie, isnât that right?â
The patient gave no sign that she had heard. Â
Diane stood by the bed for several more minutes and then, without saying another word, turned around and left the building.
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T he final bell rang and the students bolted from their desks. Â
âDonât forget to read chapter seventeen and be ready for a quiz!â Diane shouted above the chaos. Â
The eleventh graders hustled out of the room and were gone within seconds. Â One student remained and Diane knew what to expect from him. Â Carl Dunaway was a timid but good-looking kid whose crush on his teacher was terribly apparent. Â Diane had noticed him looking at her longingly in class and once found her name scribbled on his notes. Â
âYes, Carl?â
âUhm, I just wanted to ask you about making up my grade on that last quiz?â he asked, swallowing hard. Â
âYou know the policy, Carl. Â What are you willing to do to raise your grade?â
âWell, Iâll be happy to come over and mow your lawn, or help you clean out your garage, or something. Â You got any weeds to pull?â
Diane almost laughed. Â âCarl, I appreciate the offer, but thatâs not what I meant. Â Students are supposed to do some kind of extra work related to American History âan essay on something weâve discussed, a book report on one of our topicsâthat sort of thing.â Â
âYeah, I know. Â I just thought Iâd