Youâre bound to get bored of playing house.â
âIâm notââ
âI didnât mean that as an insult,â she reassured him. âWeâre talking about half a year of giving up your spare time to coddle a pregnant woman. Youâd have to be a saint to do that. And, letâs face it, youâre no saint.â
âYou have no idea,â he said, unable to shake from his consciousness all the sinful things heâd like to do to her.
He knew this discussion was affecting her as much as it did him, because her voice sounded brusque when she replied, âWhich only proves my point. Do you really think youâre going to want to spend your time off doing my laundry when you could be out on a date? Right now, all this pregnancy stuff may seem fascinating, but, trust me, the novelty will wear off.â
âAnd you think I wonât stick around after the novelty wears off.â
âIâm not about to start depending on you now, only to find out you wonât.â
He leaned back in his seat and stretched his arm across the back of the booth. âYou donât have a very high opinion of me, do you?â
âDonât take it personally. There arenât a lot of people I do have a high opinion of.â
âThatâs a pretty cynical attitude.â
âNot cynical. Realistic. Every day at work, I see people at their absolute worst. I know what menâand womenâare capable of. How they can hurt and betray the people they claim to love the most. If thereâs one thing Iâve learned after four years on the bench, itâs that the only person you can really trust is yourself.â
âWhat about Beth and Stew?â
âOf course I trust them. But I certainly donât expect them to take care of me. Especially not now that theyâve got their own baby on the way. Iâll be fine on my own. Just like Iâve always been.â
And with that she grabbed her purse, dropped a twenty on the table and scooted out of the booth. She left the restaurant without even a backward glance.
He stared at the money for a minute before the ironysank in. This was the biggest commitment heâd ever tried to make to a woman and she hadnât even let him buy her dinner.
After he dropped his own twenty on the table, he pulled his cell phone from his pocket and dialed Stew.
âYou were right,â he said as soon as Stew answered.
âI told you she wouldnât go for it.â
âShe sounded insulted.â
Stew chuckled. âOf course she was insulted. Basically, you told a grown woman you thought she couldnât take care of herself. Not just any grown woman, either. This is Kate weâre talking about here. Sheâs been on her own a long time and sheâs always prided herself on her competence. Which you just questioned.â
âNot exactly.â At least, he didnât think he had. âI think she doesnât like me.â
âNo, she probably doesnât. You havenât made a very good impression on her.â
Great. Of all the women heâd known in his life, and gotten along with just fine, the one who didnât like him at all was the one carrying his baby.
Heâd been eight years younger and stupider when they first met. Too young to know that some women found charm suspicious. It hadnât helped that sheâd been so much fun to tease. Sheâd never gotten past that first impression of him and heâd never made the effort to convince her he wasnât a total jerk.
âWhatâre you going to do now?â Stew asked.
âNot much I can do. The ballâs in her court. If she canât see the logic of my offer, thereâs nothing I can do about it.â Then he muttered, âWhy couldnât she be more like Beth? Beth would have said yes.â
Stew chuckled. âBecause Beth is a one-of-a-kind woman.â
So was Kate, Jake couldnât
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