Point. Where the mother sheâd only just forgiven for abandoning her had crumpled at her feet and died of a brain aneurysm. Avery looked down into the swirl of creamed coffee, blinking away tears as she tried to dislodge the image. Her hand shook as she raised the cup to her lips.
âIf the day ever comes that Iâd rather sit at home like an old fart than visit one of our construction sites, Iâll let you know,â Jeff snapped.
Chase nodded to his father but made no comment. Pulling a crumpled bakery bag from the back of a cabinet, he carried it to the table. âI managed to save you exactly one glazed donut,â he said as he placed the bag in front of Avery. âNext time youâre going to have to hide them better.â
She extracted the donut from the bag and pinched off a bite knowing as she began to chew the sugary confection that if Deirdre were there, sheâd be lobbying for Avery to trade the donut for a fat-free yogurt.
âHave you guys got your lunches packed?â Chase asked. He was running full throttle while she was still trying to get up to speed.
Mouths full, both boys grunted in the affirmative.
âIs there anything Iâm supposed to sign, deliver, or do that I donât already know about?â Chase, who had a lot of years as a single father under his belt, prodded.
They shook their heads.
âAre you sure?â
There were two identical eye rolls. The chewing didnât stop.
âWhat do you have going on today?â Chase asked Avery.
âHmmm?â She downed the last of her coffee, managed another bite of the donut, and blinked up at him. âIâm going to finish those sketches for the OâReilly addition. And I had some ideas for the spec home on Davis Island.â She enjoyed being a part of the company their fathers had built. Being busy helped, but it hadnât eliminated the aching sense of loss she still felt for the mother sheâd lived so much of her life without. Nor did it erase her worry over whether
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could be salvaged. And if they did salvage the show? What would it be without Deirdre, whoâd put her personal stamp on every property theyâd touched?
âDo you have time to help me pick up the boysâ Explorer from the repair shop later?â
âUm, sure.â She took another sip of coffee, willing the caffeine into her bloodstream, and her thoughts back to the present. âIâm wide open today. Tomorrow Iâm going to Bella FloraâMaddie and Nikki should be there in time for dinner. I thought Iâd stay there at least through the weekend. Weâve got to figure out our next moves.â She swallowed. Deirdreâs absence would be even more palpable when they were all under one roof again. Especially Bella Floraâs.
âAre you okay?â Chase asked quietly as he took her empty cup and carried it to the coffeepot to refill it.
âYes,â she said automatically. âThanks. I . . .â Her voice trailed off as she accepted the coffee, cupping the warm mug between both hands.
She was once again blinking back tears as the boys put their empty bowls in the sink. Chase took his fatherâs plate, added it to the stack, and reached to open the dishwasher.
Avery waved him away. âGo ahead. Youâll be late. I can load the dishwasher.â
âThanks,â he said, pecking her on the cheek. âIâll text you when the Explorer is ready.â
At her nod he shooed the boys out the door, then hovered at his fatherâs side as Jeff maneuvered the walker through the kitchen. A few minutes later the garage door rumbled shut.
She was sorry to see them go. Sorrier still when the quiet that she would have once treasured, descended. Alone was not good. Alone in the silence was even worse.
âGet over yourself,â she muttered as she stood and carried her coffee cup to the sink. As she loaded the dishwasher and tidied the