was the chief of police and since his death Iâve effectively been ordained an orphan, because having a mother whoâs in a coma doesnât really qualify as having a full-time mom. So Iâm used to being respected and pitied; being loathed and wished dead is a totally new experience for me.
The fact that people want the wolfâor whatever they think is turning our town into the setting for some new horror movieâdead, and not meâDominyâdoesnât soften the blow either, because like I said itâs getting increasingly harder to separate the two. It isnât like in the beginning when I couldnât remember anything from when I was a wolf after I transformed back, when the lives of the wolf and the girl were skew lines. Now our lives intersect. I remember most everything; some memories are clearer than others, but mainly the transformations are mentally seamless. So if they want the wolf dead, I canât help but take it personally and feel as if they want me dead too.
Unable to shake the bothersome thought from my head, I look around the cafeteria again to examine who my potential enemies could be. Who was carrying a torch last night with my brother? They all look like theyâre more interested in their franks ânâ beans or their conversations, but I know better. I know that behind those faces, whether theyâre filled with acne or animation or apathy, there exist Lubaphiles. They may not even realize that theyâre part of Psycho Squawâs army; they may never have heard of the crazy witch, but theyâre doing her bidding all the same. And how ironic is it that her two right-hand men appear to be my brother and my guardian? I guess that should be her right- and left-hand men? Doesnât matter. Without her even formulating a strategy, my adversary is closing in on me.
Because Jess is right; people act jerktastically when theyâre scared. I just have to make sure their fear doesnât get me killed. And one of the best ways to thwart an enemyâs plan is to make sure he knows his plan is no longer secret. So I need to tell him. Or at least tell his daughter.
âI know your father is trying to kill me,â I announce before Arla even places her tray on the lunch table.
Her reaction is as smooth as her complexion. Obviously, being my friend and now my sort-of stepsister has taught Arla to expect the unexpected and to take outlandish comments in stride.
âI thought his meatloaf the other night was really good,â she replies, sitting down across from me. âThe chipotle in the gravy gave it some kick.â
âIâm not talking about his meatloaf, which was really good, by the way,â I say. âIâm talking about the vigilante crusade he was on last night.â
Her forehead crinkles like one of my French fries. âSister-friend,â she says. âI have no idea what your mouth is yakking on about.â
I stare at Arla and try hard not to laugh. Itâs not that I find our conversation hilarious, but considering sheâs wearing a 1950s-style Junior Miss platinum blond wig in honor of the fact that we are now in our junior year and at the same time adopting a tone of voice that is more appropriate to one of those 1970s blaxploitation films, sheâs quite funny. Yup, the more I get to know Arla, the more I realize sheâs filled with contradictions. Just like me.
âClearly your dadâs learned how to be clandestine,â I suggest.
âUnlike you,â Arla replies, scooping up a spoonful of beans.
âWhat do you mean?â I ask.
âYou put my father, kill, and clandestine all into the same conversation,â she states. âNot exactly subtle.â
I take a deep breath, because I realize what Iâm about to say is less bizarre than it is a tad-bit accusatory. âWell, Iâm, um, pretty sure your dad is the lead operative in a clandestine plot to rid Weeping Water