than he could take his eyes off the girl who was the spitting image of his sister. At fourteen, Sam was three years younger than Faith had been at the time sheâd run away. Sam possessed the same long, blond hair and similar features, with one marked difference. Where Faith had been morose, constrained by their conservative familyâs demands and expectations, Sam appeared vibrant, happy and full of life.
He swallowed over the lump in his throat. âSheâs a beautiful child.â
âYes, she is. Iâm sure the picture in Social Services files doesnât do her justice,â Zoe said.
He muttered a noncommittal reply.
Their conversation ended when the âHappy Birthdayâ song began. The monkey blew out the candles before Sam could get to them. Laughing, she gave the animal a high five and in turn the monkey blew her a raspberry and then shot her a huge grin followed by a kiss.
The routine seemed practiced. âIt seems like she knows the monkey,â he said, wondering if he sounded as stupid as he felt.
âShe does,â Zoe said, unfazed. âSpank lived here for a while.â
âSpank?â
âThe monkey.â Zoe rolled her eyes. âPlease donât ask, okay? Sheâs gone. She lives with her trainer and weâre not violating any laws or rules and we would never, ever put Sam or any other child in danger.â Zoeâs once self-confident voice took on a pleading tone as she obviously realized sheâd slipped with her admission.
Once more, he sought to reassure her. âI can see that you wouldnât.â Unable to stop himself, he reached out and touched her hand.
The spark of awareness was instant and energizing. His gaze immediately flew to hers and in those green eyes, he saw equal doses of surprise and pleasure.
He felt the same and knew he shouldnât because of who he was. But he let his fingertips linger. Her skin was soft, the texture as intriguing as the woman herself. Heâd never felt such instant desire. How ironic it would be with a woman he couldnât allow himself to get close to.
She met his gaze and smiled, a full, honest, interested smile. Ryan didnât find trouble often, but heâd found it with Zoe Costas.
âDo you want to meet Sam? See for yourself how happy she is with my parents?â Her voice was a touch hoarser than before. The desire and awareness between them might be unspoken but it was now a tangible thing.
He nodded. âIâd like to meet her.â
âSam!â Zoe called and the girl came running.
Her eyes lit up as she reached Zoe. âHey, sis. Having fun?â
Sis. He shuddered at the memory the word evoked and at the fact that his niece obviously already felt like part of the family.
âThe best. I want you to meet someone.â Zoe gestured toward Ryan.
He straightened his shoulders, suddenly feeling stiff and uncomfortable as Sam looked him over from head to toe, then frowned. âI hope heâs not your boyfriend.â She wrinkled her nose in the disgust only a teenager could demonstrate.
Clearly heâd come up lacking. He tried not to let it bother him since she didnât know him yet.
âSam, thatâs not nice,â Zoe chided. âAnd Mr. Baldwin happens to be Katherineâs replacement. Heâs your social worker, not my boyfriend.â
âOh, man, Iâm sorry.â The young girl glanced down and began fingering old keys that dangled from a chain around her neck.
Scared? Chastised? He wasnât sure but finally she looked up again, meeting his gaze.
âHey, mister, I bet I can tell you where you got them shoes,â Sam said, her joke an obvious attempt at bravado in the face of her mistake.
He shot Zoe a questioning look.
She grinned, clearly amused but not giving away any of Samâs secrets.
He shrugged. âOkay, Iâll play. Whereâd I get my shoes?â
âYou got âem on your