little goat. Go on with you.â
Why not? Gracie wiped her palms on her shorts and ambled up to the booth. She felt bolder than usual. Maybe because nothing she said to Eli Cuddy mattered. It wasnât like, if she made a fool of herself, heâd have anyone to tell.
âHey,â she said. He blinked up at her. She had no idea what to do with her hands, so she planted them on her hips, then worried she looked like she was about to start a pep routine and dropped them. âYouâre Eli, right?â
âYeah.â
âIâm Gracie.â
âI know. You work at Youvenirs.â
âOh,â she said. âRight.â Gracie worked summer mornings there, mostly because Henny had taken pity on her and let her show up to dust things for a few dollars an hour. Had Eli come in before?
He was waiting. Gracie wished sheâd planned this out better. Saying she believed in monsters felt sort of like showing someone the collection of stuffed animals she kept on her bed, like she was announcing, Iâm still a little kid. Iâm still afraid of things that can curl around your leg and drag you under .
âYou know the Loch Ness monster?â she blurted.
Eliâs brow creased. âNot personally.â
Gracie plunged ahead. âYou think it could be real?â
Eli closed his book carefully and studied her with very serious, very blue eyes, the furrow between his eyebrows deepening. His lashes were so blond they were almost silver. âDid you look through my library record?â he asked. âBecause thatâs a federal crime.â
âWhat?â It was Gracieâs turn to scrutinize Eli. âNo, I didnât spy on you. I just asked you a question.â
âOh. Well. Good. Because Iâm not totally sure itâs a crime anyway.â
âWhat are you looking at that youâre so worried people will see? Porn?â
âVolumes of it,â he said, in that same serious voice. âAs much porn as I can get. The Little Spindle Libraryâs collection is small but thoughtfully curated.â
Gracie snorted, and Eliâs mouth tugged up a little.
âOkay, perv. Annalee said you might know something about Idgy Pidgy and that kind of stuff.â
âAnnalee?â
Gracie bobbed her chin over to the booth by the window, where a nervous-looking man in a Hawaiian shirt had seated himself across from Annalee and was whispering something to her as he tore up a napkin. âThis is her place.â
âI like cryptozoology,â Eli said. Off her blank look, he continued, âBigfoot. The Loch Ness Monster. Ogopogo.â
Gracie hesitated. âYou think all of those are real?â
âNot all of them. Statistically. But no one was sure the giant squid was real until they started washing up on beaches in New Zealand.â
âReally?â
Eli gave her a businesslike nod. âThereâs a specimen at the Natural History Museum in London thatâs twenty-eight feet long. They think thatâs a small one.â
âNo shit,â Gracie breathed.
Another precise nod. âNo. Shit.â
This time Gracie laughed outright. âHold up,â she said, âI want a Blizzard. Donât go anywhere.â
He didnât.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
That summer took on a wavy, loopy, lazing shape for Gracie. Mornings she âworkedâ at Youvenirs, rearranging knickknacks in the windows and pointing the rare customer toward the register. At noon sheâd meet up with Eli and theyâd go to the library or ride bikes to her cove, though Eli thought another sighting there was unlikely.
âWhy would it come back here?â he asked as they stared out at the sun-dappled water.
âIt was here before. Maybe it likes the shade.â
âOr maybe it was just passing through.â
Most of the time they talked about Idgy Pidgy. Or at least that was where their conversations always