things back to where she wanted the story to go, âbut my opinion is that Micah brought a shitload of trouble to town when he appeared. He had a real hard on about getting the best of Rex. Some kind of bad-boy-hates-the-shining-football-star-who-gets-all-the-girls thing.â
And . . . yes! We were back to Rex. Itâs where I always seemed to end up.
I pressed my hand to the phone. If I told the girls I had to use the restroom, thatâd give me a chance to check my messages, and I wouldnât have to hear the rest of this. I didnât even mind if they talked about Rex and Micah while I was gone.
But before I went anywhere, Carley said, âJade, I already know what happened with you and Micah. Iâd heard he was a man about town, and it wasnât until long after I met him at the party that . . .â
She trailed off.
I decided to suck it up and finish what sheâd started. âThat I hooked up with him at a kegger and brought on the Rex wrath.â
The kids from a few rows down looked at each other, but I didnât care. I was beyond caring. That night with Micah, I had been at rock bottom. My uncleâs health had been getting worse, and Rex was off at Texas-U, dating me long-distance, which had opened me up to all these doubts about how he still loved Shelby. Iâd been his rebound girl, never a good position to put yourself in, but Iâd been surprised as all get out that Rex had chosen me, the student council president, the book nerd.
And those doubts had eaten at me even worse after Shelby had lured Rex into an online trap where sheâd pretended to be another woman, just to show that he was a cheater. Heâd been so angry about it that it was obvious to me his feelings for Shelby were still real and very, very raw.
That was how Iâd stumbled right into Micah Wyattâs open arms after a few too many beers and tears.
I wasnât proud of myself for it, either. I was downright ashamed, especially after most of the town had turned on the hate for me. But this summer, when Shelby had come back as just as much of a pariah as Iâd been and weâd stood up to Rex and his bullying friends, Iâd learned that I didnât have to take all the judgment lying down.
Some days it was harder than others to remember that.
Both Carley and Diana were watching me with something like pity. The kids down the way were even sneaking glances back at us, and
now
I cared.
âI should hit the ladiesâ before the movie starts,â I said.
They let me go without a fuss, and I thought I heard Diana whisper, âShould I have shut up about it?â before I left.
I made it as far as the stairwell, leaning against the red velveteen wall. Then I finally gave in to that cat-killing curiosity and took out my phone, hoping whatever was on there would amuse me, maybe even take me away for a few precious minutes.
There were two messagesânot enough to be stalky, but not so few as to make me feel entirely ignored, either.
555-8465:
Just a helpful hint for the future: proofreading is your friend.
Then:
555-8465:
Okay, thatâll conclude the teasing. Have a fun night with Grandma.
Whoever it was had definitely wanted to carry on a conversation. Were they a hermit who never talked to anyone? Someone who enjoyed hiding behind a computer screen instead of face-to-facing? Or
was
this a perv who thought I was desperate enough to jump and hump in his or her shower?
Any way about it, one more text from me wouldnât hurt, would it? They sounded harmless enough. One text and thatâd be that.
Jadyn:
I appreciate you contacting me to tell me my text wandered off into the wild blue yonder. And thanks for the tip about proofing. Iâm usually a better study.
And . . . there. Case closed, movie starting in T-minus five minutes.
So why was I still leaning against the wall, staring at the phone screen, wondering if another
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