will never be peace.â
âThere could be,â she said. âWe can still hope.â
â Hope wonât bring my mother back. It wonât bring anyone back.â
âWe donât know for sure if sheâs . . .â She couldnât say the word. âMaybe she escaped. Maybe she had already left before they attacked.â
I took a deep breath and bowed my head. I was afraid to hope.It would only make hearing the truth worse. âIf that were true, the voice would have told us,â I said.
âThe voice doesnât know everything,â she replied.
âIt hasnât been wrong yet.â
Ostin came up next to me, crouching in the aisle next to my seat. His eyes were red and swollen. âIâve got to ask the pilot something,â he said. âI donât understand how the Elgen could have attacked the ranch without the U.S. military stopping them. They couldnât have crossed the border without being spotted on radar.â
âIâll come with you,â I said.
We both walked to the front of the plane. The cockpit door was open.
âExcuse me,â Ostin said as we stepped into the small cockpit. âI have a question.â
The captain, Scott, quickly turned back. âWhoa, Michael, you need to step back. Youâre affecting the instrumentation.â He turned to his copilot, Boyd. âYou take the controls, weâre going to step out.â
Boyd nodded. âGot it.â
We backed out of the cockpit, and Scott followed. He asked Ostin, âWhatâs your question, son?â
âHow could the Elgen have attacked a target inside America? Why didnât the U.S. military stop them?â
âThe ranch isnât in America,â Scott said. âItâs in Mexico. The Elgen launched a surprise attack by air through the Gulf of California. They never entered U.S. airspace.â
âWe were in Mexico?â I asked.
âWe were in a remote part of Sonora.â
âMexico,â Ostin said. âThatâs why they were left alone . . .â
âThey werenât left alone,â I said.
â. . . by the government,â Ostin said. âHow much longer until we land?â
âAbout four hours. So get some rest. We have some intense days ahead.â
âHow do we know if the ranchâs landing strip is safe?â Ostin asked.
âWe donât,â Scott said. âWe donât even know if the Elgen are still at the ranch. So weâre going to land in Douglas, Arizona, on the U.S. side of the border, then drive down. So get some rest.â
Ostin and I went back to our seats. I donât know why I was so eager to go to the ranch. I guess we donât really accept that someone is dead until we see them. Maybe thatâs why we have funerals.
I reclined my seat, lay back, and closed my eyes. I suppose my exhaustion was finally greater than my anxiety, because I fell asleep. I woke as we were descending. I looked over at Taylor. She was looking at me.
âHow long have I been asleep?â
âAbout three hours. You were making a lot of noise. Did you have more nightmares?â
âYes,â I said. âMore nightmares. You didnât look into my mind?â
âNo. Your nightmares scare me too much.â
O ur plane touched down at the Bisbee-Douglas International Airport a little after five p.m., Arizona time. The wheels screeched on contact with the baked, dusty runway, as if they were in pain.
Even though the airportâs proximity to Mexico made it an international airport, the title seemed a bit grandiose for such a tiny, run-down airstrip. In fact, it didnât even look functional.
The airport had just two narrow asphalt runways surrounded by desert and lined with fifty-gallon metal drums, painted white with thick red stripes around their middles. Weeds grew up through the cracks in the runwayâs tarmac. Around the
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