if!)⦠On the other handâ¦someone else was in town. Someone who really wanted people to know they were around. A crazy someone-anyone setting a trapâor a desperate someone. Or. Or. Or.
â!â I boomed.
I opened the door.
The sky looked OKâfor nowâsome kind of cirrocumulus stratiformis thing going on = basically a high-level mess of clouds that could turn into a whole bunch of nastier onesâ¦but not yet.
Iâd run out of all excuses other than fear.
In my family, unless someone was getting married, we went to church once a yearâat Christmas, because my mom liked the carols. For me, this was going to be the second time this year, if Salisbury Cathedral counts as a church. Thatâs the apocalypse for you: makes you go places you wouldnât normally go, do things you wouldnât normally do. Itâs just great that way, isnât it?
I prowled down into the town, the raincoat rustling way too much for my liking. I prowled cautiously , listening for every and any soundâ¦but it was difficult to hear any sound that wasnât CLANG DONG CLANG because that CLANG DONG CLANG started up again when I was halfway there.
When the only sound disturbance in your world, for ages, has been yourself or the wind or therain, any other sort of noise is REALLY FRIGHTENING. Not that many times but often enough for me to be pretty sure I wasnât dreaming, Iâd heard planes. Iâd even heard other cars a few times. But this?
It was the loudest thing Iâd heard in months (that wasnât coming out of a CD player in a car). Louder even than the WTCH-UH, WTCH-UH thump of my own heartâwhich was hammering so hard it felt like I could hear it.
I snuck up to the church. I hid behind a grave. The bells stopped.
WTCH-UH, WTCH-UH. My body detected nervous sweat pouring from my armpits. WTCH-UH, WTCH-UH, WTCHâHUH?!
Someone came out of the church.
I suppose I did just pop up from behind a gravestone. I suppose it might have been a bit sudden. Anyway, whatever it was, Saskia screamed.
âSaskia?!â my ragged, broken voice squealed out like a strangled thing.
She just stood there, a frozen human explosion of fright. It seemed a little over-the-top if you ask me. (Considering, before the rain fell, weâd seen each other every day at school and every weekend too.)
â Sask? ! â Erm, so I suppose my voice was a bit grunty and cavewoman-like. It definitely sounded pretty weird.
â Ruby? ! â she whispered, like she really wasnât sure about it whenâHey?! Hello! Of course it was ME. OF COURSE IT WAS ME!
âOh my!â She gasped. âWhat HAPPENED to you?!â
I wasnât really listening. I felt this massiveâ¦this massiveâ¦I want to say it was totally, like, some kind of surge of love and human compassion (even though she looked as annoyingly fresh and perky as the last time Iâd seen her, safe inside the army base with all the useful people, andâallegedly and apparentlyâshacked up with Darius âDonât Ever Want to Think about Himâ Spratt). The truth is, when I realized it was her, just her and not random, scary someone-anyone other people, I felt this MASSIVE SURGE OF RELIEFâ¦which sort of became this massive surge ofâ¦oh, I donât even know what, but before she had time to dodge out of the way, I sort of lunged forward and grabbed her. I hugged her.
She gasped again. âYou scared the hell out of me!â
I think I might have tried to grunt something back.
âI didnât know if youâd be here! I didnât know where you lived! I didnât know how to find you!â she cried.
And then there was just thisâ¦we hung on to one another, rocking and swaying and trying to hold the world still in the middle of a graveyard. A graveyard full of people whoâd died when they should have diedâor maybe even tragically, but with people alive to comfort