wall. He feels disoriented.
He doesnât know what he is, what or who. For one long moment heâs not anything at all.
It has taken less than three months in the dark to unravel Antek.
He draws his arm across his forehead, wiping away the seam of sweat and filth gathered in his eyebrows. He sees the guardâs boots under the door again. And then he hears voices.
âIs he fully erased?â First guard.
âYes.â Says the second guard. âThey did three reboots in a row. The Egg Boy is submissive now.â
âAre you sure?â
Small pause. âAye. They ⦠We think we can control him.â
Antek hears the sound of the door being unlocked. Heâs pulled up to his feet.
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The air is fetid in the stairwell. Antek feels the proximity of bodies in the cells beneath him, smell comes up through the steel grating under his feet. Somewhere in the dark, faces softly rise to gaze at his boot-soles. Blink, blink, as the light filters in. Whispers, soft sliding sounds. Then a long hiss, sshhhhhh. Antek doesnât look down. The shuffling has the quality of bodies densely packed. Small sounds of chain-metal on damp stone tile. Then the scrape and clink as one prisoner strains against his portion of chain. Sound of gentle groans. And a hissed reproach, coming up through the grating.
He knows the prisoners will assume he had bought his freedom by naming names.
For a long strange moment, Antek canât recall if he did.
He looks down at his hands.
Bound in a web of strong white tape.
The guard on Antekâs left side lifts a knife and unwraps him. âYou is trussed up like a critter on the generalâs feast table, Antek.â Slow look. Antek looks away from him. Blinks.
Thereâs a soft breeze from outside running down Antekâs face. Cools the dirt-sores a little. Back of his neck, where the iron collar once bit home and doesnât now.
There are two doors. Square of light around the exit, on Antekâs right side.
Antek thinks how it would be to make it to the top of the staircase, half turn. Put his hand on the latch, just once. Feel the warm, rusting metal. He cannot imagine getting any further than that, but he has a sudden longing to hold on to the handle. To feel the wind blowing hot and sharp through the key-hole, the high pitched whistle of it round the hinges. Sunlight under the door.
A hot pulse of air rattling the door in its hinges, makes the guard on Antekâs left side flinch and half raise his baton. Antek flicks his eyes toward him and then back to the door. Blank-eyed prisoner stare. âSix steps between here and the exit.â Antek thinks. âJust three bounds.â It might as well be a hundred. Antek glimpses the possibilities of making a bolt for freedom, then rejects them, one by one. Freezes there by the bottom step. âGo.â The guard on Antekâs left side. Soft hiss. Then a gentle push. âCome on, Antek. Go on home.â
Shove from the right.
It takes Antek a moment to understand the words. Then for his feet to reconnect with his mind. An upside whack to the head from the first guard, right side. Antek canât tell if the guard used his baton or his fist. Pain is running down Antekâs right ear. Heâs unsteady on his feet.
The world moves soundless, strange around him.
Blink and blink.
Antek raises his shoulder. He presses it against the hurt ear. The sound comes back slowly.
âGo.â The second guard says. Gripping Antekâs right elbow. Holds him up. Another impatient shove from his right side. And the voice on his left. Low voice. âBefore they change their minds again, Antek.â
Antek puts his foot on the first stair, pauses. He doesnât know why. In a bit realises that heâs waiting to be stopped. Antek glances at the white-lit corridor behind him. Heâs left black boot tracks down the tiles, like a childâs scribble.
They had