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â Lo siento .â Manuel put his arm around me. âWhat Iâve said, too?â
âYeah. One time, you told her it would be incest if we dated. Anyway, she said itâs better for me to hear the truth firsthand so Iâd know who my friends were.â
âOh, sweetie, that was really mean.â He exhaled. âI shouldnât have lied. I mean Iâve learned from our whole messy break-up to always tell the truth.â
âYou lied?â I wondered what he lied about. âYou mean you still love Beth?â
Manuel exhaled again, âFor me, my feelings for Beth didnât end after we broke up. Dating her was a disaster but I love her and think sheâs hot.â He studied my face, bit his lip, looked away, and sighed. âMy feelings for Kate ended though. I canât believe she did that. No wonder you donât have friends.â
âI donât see the point when I know what they think anyway.â I gazed at his loving eyes. âI trust you. I trust Evan, but he thinks like my mom.â
âMarie, I promise that Beth likes you, Mitch adores you. Evan loves you, too. Heâs just doing the best for your careers. I said those things to get Kate off my back about...â Manuel stopped mid-sentence and started a contingent thought. âIt makes me sad that youâve got, like, ten people around you at all times but donât have more than about three friends, always lonely in a crowd. I donât want you to feel abandoned when I start dating someone orâ¦â Manuel stood up and switched the subject. âSo you leave for Beverly Hills soon?â
âYep. Elise is coming to run with me first, make sure I donât look fat for tonight. Then Sashiâs driving me.â Elise was my personal trainer. I scanned my iPhone. âElise is late. I have to be at the hotel to get ready for the Globes by ten this morning.â
âSo the story is Evan cheated on you?â
âYep. He says he still loves me butâ¦â I shrugged my shoulders. âSo weâre friends. Byron will be my date to everything.â
Byron Jones was my co-star in the film we were currently working on, Constantineâs Muse . I had kissed him again since Manuel and I had talked. I needed to be even more direct with him at the Academy Awards in February.
âYouâre quiet.â Manuel eyed me disapprovingly and crossed his arms across his chest. âYou kissed him again, didnât you?â
âUgh, I stopped the kiss. I just donât expect it. Itâs like I forget that I donât like him when Iâm around him.â Trying to explain how I could not get Byron to stop kissing me was very difficult. Manuel gave me plenty of strategies to make Byron stop but nothing worked. âIt just happens.â
He shook his head and walked through the gate. We both peered around the street for the paparazzi that would be arriving at any moment.
âDid Evan know?â
âNo.â
Manuel scrutinized me reproachfully. âIronic. You were the cheater.â
âNo, I wasnât. I didnât want Byron to kiss me. I always shut him down.â
âYou need to be cold, an ice queen, to get him to back off.â Manuel concluded, âYouâre too sweet for that, naturally. But thatâs the only way, Marie.â
I followed him. I saw an opportunity. I could test his reaction to me physically, see if he loved me without having to tell him how I felt.
âYeah,â I agreed, âbut itâs something about how smooth Byron moves and how he knows what Iâm thinking that catches me off guard each time.âÂ
I slid in front of Manuel, put my hand behind his neck, and pulled his lips to mine.
The kiss happened in slow motion. My heart stopped as his body jolted. Probably within an instant of feeling his lips, he pushed me away with so much force that I tripped backwards and fell