order, Louise strolled to the back of the store and opened the door to the enameled reach-in. She lugged out a hefty block of white cheddar and dropped it onto an enormous wood block. Until now, I hadnât realized how hefty she was becoming herself. Wearing a wine-coloured wraparound dress made of clingy jersey and elasticized around the middle, she looked like a two-hundred-pound blood sausage. The neckline of the dress was gaping at the crossover, revealing a cotton white slip like the kind my grandmother used to wear.
Smoothly, as if it were soft ice cream, she sliced a kilo from the chunk of hard cheese and started to wrap it in brown waxed paper. The door opened behind me, jangling the bells hung from its frame. Louise launched into her routine.
âHello my friend ⦠oh!â she abruptly went silent.
I turned to see a badge held out for us to read; a big man with a wide chest, not heavy or fat, but solid as a brick wall, stood in the doorway behind me.
âSorry to interrupt you, ladies. I am Detective Winn. If you donât mind answering a few questions, I wonât be long.â
I tried to brush past him as if he werenât speaking to me, too, but he stepped directly in front of me, blocking my exit.
âCould I get your name, too, please, maâam?â he asked.
Maâam? When did I go from being a miss to a maâam? Besides, judging by his mildly receding hairline, this guy looked about the same age as me, although something told me he was in way better shape. Iâm thin, well, mostly. Lately Iâve been starting to spread out in various directions. Nevertheless, I gave it the old college try for him. I sucked in my stomach and fluffed my hair. The policeman stared down at his notepad, smirking slightly to himself and suddenly I felt ancient. Some days I looked much younger than my years, others, not so much. Maybe it was the earrings. I never liked these earrings, too big, like miniature crystal balls. I was throwing them out the second I got home. He coughed and I realized he was staring at me.
âMy name is Elizabeth Walker, Mr. Winn,â I announced crisply.
The day was warming, causing him to remove his jacket. He slung it casually over one shoulder and rolled up the sleeves of his powder-blue shirt, leaving tan, muscular arms exposed. I was compelled to touch his forearm, but sensibly refrained.
âThatâs Detective Winn, Ms. Walker. My officer posted at the alleyway entrance tells me that youâre picking up an order.â
He stopped, waiting for me to jump in with details. I didnât, but I did have the urge to touch his arm again.
He asked, âDo you live in the area, Ms. Walker?â
âItâs Liz, and no, I have a restaurant close by though. Itâs called Walkerâs Way.â
The smile faded and his eyes went dark.
âJust a few blocks away from here,â I added. âSouth of Chinatown,â
âI know where it is,â the stern-faced policeman said flatly. âMy wife and I had our last meal there. She told me she was leaving me after the first course. We didnât get to the second.â
I winced. First dates, proposals, fiftieth-anniversary celebrations, and breakup dates. Iâve seen it all. I wanted to tell him that it could have been worse.
A woman followed her husband to the restaurant one evening and confronted him at his table. She screamed at the lying bastard (her words not mine) for ten minutes while his mistress slunk away and hid in the washroom. The customers, utterly fascinated by the free side show and motivated by the âbetter him than meâ philosophy, continued to drink. Liquor sales soared that night.
Somehow, I didnât think this little anecdote would make him feel any better and kept quiet.
âI understand you buy your meat supplies from Superior Meats. Is that why youâre here today?â the detective inquired.
âYes, our meat order didnât
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