meantime, you must remember that it will all be worthwhile in the end. And,â she added, her tone allowing for no argument, âyou must also remember that I donât mind helping out. Not in the least. To the contrary, Iâm actually enjoying it. Iâve never kept house before, you know.â
At Noraâs startled look, Aunt Winnie went on to explain. âMy first husband, George Mountjoy, was outrageously richâdidnât Evan tell you about him? Goodness, even Georgeâs
servants
had servants!â She put a hand to her cheek. âDear George. Weâd been married only seven years when he passed on.â
She paused, giving her flawless coiffure a reassuring pat. âMy next husbandâNevilleâwasnât exactly rich. But he was
Old Family
, you see. His servants were ancient, like the rest of the family, but he had an entire household of them, so I never got to do anything domestic there either. Except,â she added with a deep sigh, âfor pouring tea.â
For the life of her, Nora couldnât decide whether to laugh or commiserate. Impulsively, she squeezed Aunt Winnieâs handâa small hand, delicate and exquisitely manicured. âI canât imagine how you managed. Being widowed twice, I mean. When Owenâmy first husbandâdied, I wanted to die, too.â
âI know,â Evanâs aunt said with another small sigh. âBut one does oneâs best.â She looked at Nora, her expression brightening. âAnd at the moment, you are to do your best to stay strong and cheerful. For the baby. And for Evan, too, of course. Just
see
how happy youâve made him, Nora. Youâre very good for Evan, dear, you really are!â
Nora looked away. âLately, I feel more burden than blessing to Evan,â she confessed softly. âThe man has little to look forward to each day when he comes home. An invalid wife who can do nothing at all but lie here like a great lump.â
âOh, pshaw!â Aunt Winnie retorted. âSuch foolish talk! So long as Evan has
you
to come home to, you wonât hear him complaining, I promise you! Goodness, his heart floods his eyes every time he looks at you. Why, if a man looked at me the way my nephew looks at
you
, Iâd simply swoon! Really, I would.â
Nora laughed. âYouâd best have a caution about Mr. Farmington, then, Iâm thinking.â
âIâm sure I donât know what you mean,â replied Evanâs aunt, the faintest hint of pink flushing her cheeks.
Nora lifted one eyebrow, but Aunt Winnie merely smiled prettily, saying, âLewis is a thoroughly charming man.â
âHe is, indeed,â said Nora.
âWell,â said the other, springing to her feet, âI must get on with the dusting. Iâll start dinner in a few moments, dear, before Lewis and Evan arrive from the yards.â
âPerhaps Mr. Farmington would stay for the meal if youâd ask,â Nora suggested.
âOh, we canât, dear! Lewis is taking me to see Macready at the Astor Place theater tonight. Iâm going to change here before we leave so I wonât have to stop at the flat on the way.â
She started toward the door, then turned back. âAs for
you
, my dear, I want you to do what
I
do when Iâm tempted to feel sorry for myself.â
Unaware until this instant that she
had
been feeling sorry for herself, Nora stared.
âI take pen and paper and make a detailed list of all the things Iâm thankful for,â explained Aunt Winnie, smiling. âThen, once Iâve written them all out plain to see, I read each one aloud. By the time Iâve finished reading the list, Iâve forgotten why I was feeling blue.â She stopped. âWould you like me to get you some writing paper, dear?â
Again Nora burst into laughter. âYes, please do, Aunt Winnie.â
Evanâs aunt beamed. âWonderful! Youâll
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