Songs of Love & Death Read Free Page B

there. Chili dogs, funnel cakes, fried bread, majorly greasy pizza, candy apples, ye gods. Evil food smells amazing—which is either proof that there is a Satan or some equivalent out there, or that the Almighty doesn’t actually want everyone to eat organic tofu all the time. I can’t decide.
    Other smells are a cross section, depending on where you’re standing. Disinfectant and filth walking by the Porta Potties, exhaust and burnt oil andsun-baked asphalt and gravel in the parking lots, sunlight on warm bodies, suntan lotion, cigarette smoke and beer near some of the attendees, the pungent, honest smell of livestock near the animal shows, stock contests, or pony rides—all of it charging right up your nose. I like indulging my sense of smell.
    Smell is the hardest sense to lie to.
    Murphy and I got started midmorning, walking around the fair in a methodical search pattern. It took us all day. The state fair is not a rinky-dink event.
    “Dammit,” she said. “We’ve been here for hours. You sure you haven’t sniffed out anything?”
    “Nothing like what we’re looking for,” I said. “I was afraid of this.”
    “Of what?”
    “A lot of times, magic like this—complex, long-lasting, subtle, dark—doesn’t thrive well in sunlight.” I glanced at the lengthening shadows. “Give it another half an hour and we’ll try again.”
    Murphy frowned at me. “I thought you always said magic isn’t about good and evil.”
    “Neither is sunshine.”
    Murphy exhaled, her displeasure plain. “You might have mentioned it to me before.”
    “No way to know until we tried,” I said. “Think of it this way: maybe we’re just looking in the exact wrong place.”
    She sighed and squinted around at the nearby food trailers and concession stands. “Ugh. Think there’s anything here that won’t make me split my jeans at the seams?”
    I beamed. “Probably not. How about dogs and a funnel cake?”
    “Bastard,” Murphy growled. Then, “Okay.”
    I REALIZED WE were being followed halfway through my second hot dog.
    I kept myself from reacting, took another bite, and said, “Maybe this is the place after all.”
    Murphy had found a place selling turkey drumsticks. She had cut the meat from the bone and onto a paper plate, and was eating it with a plastic fork. She didn’t stop chewing or look up. “Whatcha got?”
    “Guy in a maroon tee and tan BDU pants, about twenty feet away off your right shoulder. I’ve seen him at least two other times today.”
    “Doesn’t necessarily mean he’s following us.”
    “He’s been busy doing nothing in particular all three times.”
    Murphy nodded. “Five-eight or so, long hair? Little soul tuft under hismouth?”
    “Yeah.”
    “He was sitting on a bench when I came out of the Porta-Potty,” Murphy said. “Also doing nothing.” She shrugged and went back to eating.
    “How do you want to play it?”
    “We’re here with a zillion people, Harry.” She deepened her voice and blocked out any hint of a nasal tone. “You want I should whack him until he talks?”
    I grunted and finished my hot dog. “Doesn’t necessarily mean anything. Maybe he’s got a crush on you.”
    Murphy snorted. “Maybe he’s got a crush on
you
.”
    I covered a respectable belch with my hand and reached for my funnel cake. “Who could blame him?” I took a bite and nodded. “All right. We’ll see what happens, then.”
    Murphy nodded and sipped at her Diet Coke. “Will says you and Anastasia broke up a while back.”
    “Will talks too much,” I said darkly.
    She glanced a little bit away. “He’s your friend. He worries about you.”
    I studied her averted face for a moment and then nodded. “Well,” I said, “tell Will he doesn’t need to worry. It sucked. It sucks less now. I’ll be fine. Fish in the sea, never meant to be, et cetera.” I paused over another bite of funnel cake and asked, “How’s Kincaid?”
    “The way he always is,” Murphy said.
    “You get to be