skin.
âAm I supposed to see to myself?â He scowled at the back of Valâs oblivious head. âHow stupid of me. I forgot this was all for your benefit.â
âThatâs not true, you were the one whoââ
âBegged?â Peter tried to ignore the sick feeling pooling in his stomach as Val turned around and came slowly back toward the bunk. âOh, letâs not forget that. The great Valentin Sokorvsky would never beg for anything .â
Val ignored him and vaulted up onto the top bunk.
âExcept that I know you need sex, Val. Thatâs whatâs wrong with you. The last two weeks without it have made you fight with the crew, Mr. Harrison, and most usually, me.â
Peter gripped his cock and made himself climax, shuddering with relief as his come jetted out over his hand. âYou asked me not to go and prostitute myself to get opium. Was that because you knew it would be cheaper to use me yourself ?â
âPeter, shut your damned mouth.â
âI know why you donât like to look into my eyes when you fuck me. If you donât acknowledge itâs me, you can pretend Iâm just another client, canât you? Iâm so bloody glad I was here to give you relief, and, donât worry: I certainly donât expect any payment, or even a thank-you.â
Peter got up and went to wash, his cock aching in sympathy with his heart. Of course, Val had left hardly any water, but Peter did the best he could. There was no sound from the top bunk. Val had turned his back and was apparently sleeping.
Not that such behavior surprised Peter in the least. Val hated needing anything, particularly him. With a sigh, he straightened the covers on the lower bunk and allowed himself to fall asleep.
Peter woke when the smell of roasting meat tantalized his nose and hurried to put on his shirt and breeches. If he was going to be allowed out for a walk after dinner, he had to be decently clothed. He didnât bother to check on Val, his feelings still too raw to allow him to face his friend with the slightest hint of complacency. Heâd learned over the years that Val was extremely difficult, and that the more he pushed or tried to force his friend to acknowledge his appalling behavior, the more defensive he became.
Valâs being an aristocrat explained a lot. Peter stood up as the door opened and took the heavy tray of food from the precarious grip of the young cabin boy.
âThank you, Jameson.â
âIâll be back in a while.â The cabin boy nodded. âItâs a fine, calm evening.â
Peter put the tray on the table, picked up his plate and tankard of ale, and set about eating. Val didnât stir and Peter continued to ignore him.
After a while, Jameson came back, accompanied by one of the larger members of the crew who looked as if heâd been the victor in many prizefights.
âErik will escort you on your walk.â
Peter nodded. âThank you.â
Erik moved past him, went over to Valâs bunk, and prodded his shoulder.
âWhat about him?â
âHeâs probably had enough exercise for the day. Best leave him to sleep.â
Peter followed Erik through the narrow passageways and finally up the ladder to the deck. He took in a deep appreciative breath of fresh, unsullied air. Jameson had been correct, the sea was as tranquil as a millpond, and the sun was setting on the horizon, bathing everything in golden light.
He walked over to the nearest railing and looked out over the vast expanse of water. Memories of that other voyage, the one that had ended in disaster, suddenly overwhelmed him, and he blinked hard.
âGood evening.â
He looked up to find the shipâs captain had joined him and stood, hands clasped behind his back, staring out over the water.
âGood evening, Captain Ford.â
âYour friend has not come out for a walk this evening, then?â
âMy