expect him to spill his guts to her.
âYouâre acting like this is a death sentence, Lieutenant. Iâm not your executioner.â Although he wanted to be hers, no doubt.
âIt is, and you are,â Jim said, defiance in his growl. Double ouch. His fear was turning to anger to keep her at armâs length. Did she already know he was drawn to her? Hell, she was probably married. There was no wedding ring on her left hand, however, he noted. Cochrane struggled to tuck his real feelings down into a black hole. She was trained to see beyond the exterior of a person. Anxiety riffled through him. Taking a stack of files, he dropped them on the edge of his desk near the cabinet. âYou civilians would never understand.â He twisted to look up at her from his crouched position over the files.
âTry me,â Ellen said, shifting into her therapist mode. âI think military people and civilian people possess the same brain and heart, if my memory serves me correctly. Or am I missing something in our dialogue?â She wouldnât take his jabs lying down. Coming from an Irish and German ancestry, Ellen was going to fight for herself in this situation, not wimp out.
âThis ainât about anatomy and physiology, Agent Tanner.â He was amazed that she seemed so unflappable. Those green eyes were so focused, so assessing as if she saw deep into his soul. His heart pounded with fear. With longing. âBeing a civilian, you donât have the foggiest notion of how the military works.â He saw her eyes narrow speculatively upon him.
âColorful analogies, and youâve got an interesting accent. Where are you from, Lieutenant?â Maybe if she turned this personal and stroked his ego a little, heâd settle down.
âAround here,â he snarled in his best Ozarks drawl, âAhâm knowed as Hillbilly Cochrane. Youâve heerd âbout the Hatfields and McCoys? Liâl Abner? Wall Ahâm from them thar hills of Mazurey, Agent Tanner. Ah dinât war shoes till high school. Ah got âem off when Ah cud. I hate shoes.â
As Jim stacked other files into some semblance of order, he continued. âMah pa is a moonshiner by trade. He makes the best white mule in Mazurey. Mah ma is a witchinâ woman anna herb doctor. Me ahn mah brothers were always in trubble.â
Ellen stared blankly at him. Good God! What had he just babbled? And in what foreign language? She blinked a couple of times, trying to assimilate his words.
Cochrane could see her trying to understand his thick Missouri accent. Hill talk was a different language, although heâd been told that it was very close toOld English as spoken in seventeenth century England. Jim had learned years ago that his Missouri accent could work for or against him. People tended to trust him more easily on the one hand. On the other, during a courtroom trial, he had to rein in most of his accent or people assumed he was dumb and slowâwhich worked against him and his client. When Jim entered college, heâd been looked upon with prejudice due to his roots. Most outsiders thought of him as an ignoramus.
Managing a slight, conciliatory smile, Ellen said, âIâll give you points for being colorful and truthful, Lieutenant.â Maybe humor would ease the tension between them?
Jim stared up at her. Nope, she wasnât thrown off the trail of bread crumbs heâd just scattered before her. Damn. Smart and beautiful. As he unwound from his position, he rubbed his palms against his tan slacks. âThatâs my specialty,â he answered. She looked faintly amused, but not in a way that made fun of him. No, her head was tilted like a bird checking out a wormâand he was the worm.
âLieutenant, I feel youâre projecting a lot of misplaced anger toward me,â Ellen began gently. âI didnât ask to be assigned to you. I have a high regard for the military and