drink at once. âYou first,â he said. âI like watching.â
Stacey preceded him up the stairs to the master bedroom.
After five or six steps, she began taking off her clothes â sweater, then bra, then blue jeans. Watching her slim body climb the stairs, Tony saw her pause as she reached the top, not turning. With a single undulation halfway between sensual and mocking, Stacey let her panties fall to the floor.
â Cool ,â Tony said, and then no one was joking.
âI love you,â he told her. Stacey smiled at him with her eyes.
They lay in the shadows of their bedroom, Stacey beneath him, sated, both of them, the moisture of lovemaking cooling on their skin. Tony still felt his warmth inside her, her breasts against his chest. His limbs had a pleasant lassitude.
âHow many times,â Stacey asked, âdo you think weâve made love?â
Tony smiled. âNot enough, lately.â
She kissed him, then said, âDuring a trial, itâs as if youâre in another place. Like acting, I guess.â
âAt least actors know what everyone else is going to say. And how the story ends.â Tony slid from inside her and down the bed, kissing her as he went, and laid his head on the hollow of her stomach. He saw her face turn to the window, absently gazing at the pastel sky of early evening.
âIâve been thinking about that script,â she said.
âAnd?â
âI donât know.â
Tony raised his head. âI canât decide for you, Stace. I donât even want to vote.â
She turned to him, raising her head from the pillow. âNot even for yourself?â
He shook his head, watching her. âYou like this story. You donât, usually.â
âI know, and they need an answer.â She frowned. âIt isnât such a great time for me to give them one. I feel like youâve just gotten back.â
Smiling, he said, âIâll take off work for a couple of days. Then youâll be ready.â
âIf you did, I might never be ready.â She turned to the closed door of the bedroom. âMaybe we can just raid the refrigerator and bring it back up here â wine, cheese â I donât really care. Whatever you want.â
âSmoked oysters.â
Stacey made a face, and then the telephone rang.
It was their private line, reserved for close friends and emergencies. Tony felt himself tense.
âLet it go,â Stacey murmured.
âI canât. Not when weâve got a seventeen-year-old running around in a car.â
Stacey gave him a look of understanding and then nodded toward the phone. Tony got it on the third ring.
âMr. Lord,â a manâs voice said. âThis is your answering service. . . .â
âJesus Christ,â Tony murmured in irritation.
âWeâve had two long-distance calls,â the man went on. âFrom a Sue Robb. Itâs an emergency, she says. . . .â Tony sat up on the edge of the bed, instinctively turning from Stacey. âI have her on hold, Mr. Lord. Shall I say youâll call back?â
Tony hesitated. âNo,â he said to the operator. âPut her through.â
Tony stood at the window. From the bed, Stacey watched him.
âIf you go back there,â she said, âthe whole thing will come up again.â
He was quiet for a moment, feeling the truth of this. âI know.â
âIf I understand you at all, Tony, youâve tried your entire adult life to put that time behind you. But you still have the nightmares, even now. And sometimes when I look at you, itâs like youâre there , not here.â
Tony did not answer. âSam and Sue were my closest friends,â he said at last. âPart of me feels guilty about how I left it.â
âAs I recall the story, one of them was more than a friend.â Stacey made her voice softer. âLeaving was a matter of