trees, soft, warm breezes, and blue skies. They were fine. They had to be.
She drew in a deep breath and then slowly let it out. She repeated the action several more times. Usually painting her nightmares tired her enough so that she could sleep until morning. Tonight she still felt edgy, as if she were waiting for something else to happen. She walked over to the valise set against the wall and pulled out another painting, a portrait this time....
Dylan stared back at her with his golden brown eyes that were a mix of mystery, pain, amusement, and cynicism. Sheâd worked hard to capture the complexity of his eyes, the proud strength of his jaw, and the hint of wariness that was usually present in his expression, as well as the cocky smile that could also be kind, but she didnât think she had it quite right yet. Theyâd spent only a few days together two months earlier, when Dylan had asked for her help in finding Sarah and Jakeâs daughter, but those few days in his presence had touched her in a way she didnât completely understand. She just knew that they were connected. There was a reason Dylan had come to her.
Heâd say pragmatically that it was because she and Sarah shared a past, and that was the end of it. But she suspected there was more to come. If only she knew how the woman in the bar figured into things, that would be helpful, but her visions were never as complete or as forthcoming as she wanted. She would have to wait for whatever came next.
Setting the painting aside, she returned to the window. In the light of the moon Dylanâs image flashed through her head once again. She saw fear in his eyes, an expression of shock and betrayal. She grabbed the curtains with both hands, swaying with the sudden and certain knowledge that Dylan was in trouble.
Glancing back at the clock, she realized an hour had passed since sheâd first awoken in the grip of her nightmare. It was almost six. She just had to make it until dawn and then she would be fine. Once the sun came up she could relax. She could breathe again. And she could check on Dylan. She wanted to call him now, but she doubted heâd appreciate being wakened so early.
A red-and-blue strobe light caught her eye. She turned back to the window, stiffening as a police car pulled up in front of the lodge. She pressed her face against the glass, watching two uniformed policemen enter the building.
Her fear intensified. She was torn between wanting to go downstairs and find out what was happening and wanting to stay safely tucked away in her room.
This wasnât her problem, she told herself. She didnât need to get involved in a situation that didnât concern her. Keeping away from cops was second nature to her. They hadnât been able to protect her when she was a child, and as sheâd grown up sheâd learned that the only person she could trust was herself -- certainly not uniformed police officers, whose nightly sweeps of the streets had made trying to survive only that much more difficult.
She moved away from the window and sat down on the bed, staring at the phone. She couldnât shake the desire to call Dylan and find out if he was all right. She hadnât seen him since sheâd left him at the bar with that woman. Sheâd looked for him several times during the reception, especially when Jake and Sarah had wanted to say good-bye to him, but heâd been nowhere in sight. Jake had joked that his brother had probably gotten lucky. And sheâd figured he was right. But now she wondered.... Dylan and Jake were so tight, as close as brothers could be. Would Dylan have really taken off with a woman at his brotherâs wedding? It seemed unlikely.
Giving in to impulse, she picked up the phone and dialed the hotel operator, asking for his room. The phone rang and rang, finally giving way to voice mail. She hung up, her hand shaking. He might just be a heavy sleeper. Or he could be spending