shall. But your mother married Arbuthnot Silence, and we didnât get on at all. A most opinionated man, though of course he was your father, so we wonât say any more about him, and itâs a long time ago. How old are you?â
âI am twenty-two, Cousin Honoria.â
The hazel eyes took on a tragic look.
âJulia died when she was twenty. And nobody told me that you were like her. Itâs like seeing her again after all these years. Why didnât they call you Julia?â
Carey felt very glad that they had not. Cousin Honoria was trying to make her feel like a ghost. She resisted with all her might. Julia was dead. She wasnât Juliaâs ghost, she was Carey Silence with her own life to live. She held tight oil to that and said,
âI donât know.â
Honoria Maquisten let go of her hand and pulled herself up a little higher against her pillows. The wide mouth broke into a smile.
âIt doesnât mean anything to you, does it? But itâs a great pleasure to me, so you mustnât mind. I wonât bother you about it. And you mustnât mind being like Julia, because she was very pretty and everyone loved her. And thatâs all weâll say about her now, because I want to talk about you. Are you quite strong again?â
âOh, yes.â
âBut they wonât pass you for any of the services?â
âNo. They said to come back in three months.â
âYes, I remember you said so in one of your letters. You certainly ought not to rough it until you are quite strong. You wonât want to talk about the experience.â
âI donât really know much about it. Mr. Andrews was going down to his constituency, and I was with himâI was his secretary, you know. And then the sirens sounded and the train stopped, and there was some firing. Mr. Andrews called out, and I think he pulled me down off the seat, so I suppose he saved my life. And the next thing I knew I was in a hospital all bandaged up, and they told me he was dead. He Was such a dear old thing. I loved working for him.â
âBut you donât want to go on being a secretary?â
Carey flushed.
âI thought I might try for a temporary postââ
Mrs. Maquisten said, âStuff and rubbish!â Then she burst out laughing. âComeâIâm not in the least what you expected, am I?â
Carey laughed too.
âI donât know what I expected.â
The hazel eyes danced, lighting up the long, thin face.
âNot me anyhow! A nice old lady, sitting by the fire In a shawl, with silver hairâportrait of a grandmother. No, a great-auntâI never had any brats. Lordâhow I hate white hair! Mineâs been red all my life, and red itâs going to stay. No, it isnât a wig, though I expect you think it is. Iâve always had a good head of hair, and itâs nobodyâs business where the colour comes from.â
There was something infectious about the rollicking vigour with which she spoke. Carey let herself go and said in a laughing voice,
âI donât suppose it is. But you wouldnât mind anyhow, would you?â
Mrs. Maquisten was delighted.
âNo, I shouldnâtâI never have and I never shall. You know, you said that just the way Julia used to say things. Iâm glad youâve got her spirit. I donât like meek little mice. Wait till you meet my niece Honorâthe spiât and image of a white mouse with pink eyes! Honor KingâJamesâs niece, not mine, Iâm thankful to say, but they named her for me, which annoyed me very much when I saw how she was going to turn out. My half-sister called a girl after me tooâNora Hull. She lives hereâyouâll meet her presently. Sheâs a pretty little piece, so my side of the family comes the best out of it.â She quirked up the thin plucked eyebrows. âHonorâNoraâbit of a joke, isnât