kid?â
âHave you ?â Why should I give a straight answer if he doesnât?
He draws a tight circle in the air with the bottle. âDone a few loops.â
âThat jacket looks Salvation Army to me.â
âBecause of this?â He pulls at a few threads. âDid that myself.â
âWhy?â
âThatâs a long story, and Iâm in no mood to tell it.â He reaches deep into the left pocket, looks surprised to find something in there. He brings out a fistful of insignias. âWant âem?â
He opens his hand. I snag the biggest one as the rest flutter to the ground. My fingers trace rich textured weaving that forms the letters TE. Never heard of an outfit with those call letters.
âWhatâs TE?â I pick up the rest. Tuck them in my pocket.
âBefore your time, kid.â He takes another drink, then, twisting carefully around, points with the bottle. âYou know that ship? In the center?â
âSure! Thatâs the Lance Ramjet. I just saw the remake of Venus: Inferno Below the Clouds. Have you seen it?â
âYeah. The original.â
âYou have to see the remake. They really improved the sense-o-rama. Your teeth chatter when the Lance Ramjet hits the clouds!â
âChatter?â He makes a disgusted face. âThatâs nothing, kid. Those engines. Kick your butt between your eyeballs.â
âSomeday Iâll feel that. Someday, Iâm going to Pluto.â
âPluto, huh? No oneâs dared since the Valadium Thruster failed.â
âIâm not afraid to try again ⦠only ⦠I might never get the chance. I canât do AstroNav.â
âBigger problem, kid. No ship.â
âSomeone could build another Valadium Thruster. Iâd take it out there.â
âWhy would you want to do that? She ⦠didnât make it.â He tips the bottle back, squeezes long and hard.
âIâve studied the design. Got some ideas of what might have gone wrong.â
Heâs about to take another drink. Stops himself. âGimme a for instance.â
Is he baiting me? The other kids love to get me talking about the Valadium Thruster, then poke fun at me for caring so much about a ship that fell into the sun. But heâs waiting with an interested look.
âMy best guess: Something went wrong with the impulsor engines during the Whip maneuver. Maybe â¦â Heâll laugh now, if heâs going to. âMaybe even caused a transdimensional shift.â
âInteresting.â He rotates the bottle in his palm. For a few long moments, he seems to be hypnotized by the way the sunlight winks off the faceted surface. âAnd if thatâs really what went wrong, you could fix it?â
âWith the right team, yeah. If only Val hadnât lost it in â¦â Itâs too painful to say out loud. The image from the 3-Vid Pluto: A Star too Far comes harshly into my mind. The beautiful Valadium Thruster melting to lava as it plunges toward the sun.
âSomething to dream about, anyway.â
âYou sound like my dad. I donât want to dream. I want to do it!â
âI can make that happen for you.â He looks straight at me. His eyes are the pale blue of a morning sky. The irises are as dark as space.
I donât look away. My determination is mirrored in that darkness. âHow?â
âHow tall are you?â
âHuh?â
âTall, you know, feet, inches.â
This guy changes the subject as often as the Counselor.
âWhy do you want to know that?â
âTo qualify.â He looks away, suddenly sounding indifferent. âNo point in telling you any more if you donât.â
Whatever this guy wants, it isnât going to be me. Iâm always too short. But I make myself answer. âIâm four three and nine sixteenths.â
He breathes in deep, lets it go slow. His head nods the slightest bit down,
Lila Rose, Justine Littleton