a brutal day at work, and a professional decorator had made sure the furniture was good and the colors didnât suck.
He had laundry service, housekeeping service, and the Tower cafeteria kept his fridge fully stocked with excellent cooked meals, freshly made, whole grain sandwiches stuffed with meats and cheese, and his favorite kind of beer.
It was a fine enough place, a good enough place, most of the time.
âThis is my home,â he whispered through clenched teeth. He could hear the desperation in his own voice. âThis is where I belong. I will keep all of my promises. I will hold true.â
Right now the apartment felt like a cage. He thought about smashing his fist into the plate-glass window, just to see it shatter and to feel the wild wind rush in.
He closed his eyes. Swiftly like a predator, the vision of his death struck. This time it would not be denied.
The white ground, black rocks, and red drops of his heartâs blood growing on the ground like blooming roses. He lost himself in the sensation of liquid warmth flowing between his fingers.
When he could finally see again, he found himselfkneeling on the floor, shoulders hunched. That damned scene hung like an albatross around his neck, until he almost wished it would go ahead and happen, just so that he could get it the fuck over with.
He had carried that albatross for almost two hundred damn yearsâexactly from the moment when he had responded to a damsel in distress and had embroiled himself in another manâs curse.
And wasnât that too much to swallow as a coinkydink.
It was all connected. He knew it.
Stiffly, he forced himself to his feet, walked to a cupboard and pulled out a bottle of Johnnie Walker Blue. After taking several deep pulls from the bottle, he scrolled quickly through the contacts on his phone until he found the right one.
He punched the call button.
Despite the late hour, the person on the other line answered almost immediately. âHello?â
The feminine voice sounded cautious and guarded. In the background, he could hear sounds of Elven music, quick moving and passionate.
âLinwe,â he said. He didnât bother to introduce himself. Linwe knew very well who had called her, even if she refused to say his name aloud.
Over the connection, he heard quick, light footsteps, and the music faded. His mind constructed an image from the sounds. She was walking out of the great hall in the Elven home.
âWhat do you want?â Linwe asked.
He drank scotch. âShe doesnât answer my phone calls or texts.â
âShe doesnât answer anybodyâs phone calls or texts.â The young Elven woman kept her voice low. âShe doesnât carry her phone anymore, not since . . . not since what happened in March.â
He held his phone tightly. âHow is she?â
âSheâs recovering, like everybody else in the Elven demesne. Look, I shouldnât talk to you about her, or tell you things. It doesnât feel right. You need to stop calling me.â
âYouâre right,â he said. âI do need to stop.â
When he closed his eyes, he saw the colors. White, and black, and red like roses. Those colors looked a lot like destiny.
âItâs nothing personal,â Linwe said, her voice softened. âYou saved her life. All of us are grateful to you for what you did.â
âTell her Iâm coming,â Graydon said, keeping his voice as soft as Linweâs. Soft, courteous and inexorable. âIâll be there by morning. She and I have things to discuss.â
And a demon to exorcise once and for all.
Her indrawn breath was audible. âI absolutely will not. Sheâs gone to bed, and Iâm going soon too. Graydon, you canât come into the Elven demesne without permission.â
âFine,â he said. âJust whatever you do, donât tell Ferion.â
He hung up, turned off his phone and went