who was going to ply her trade from what spot in one of the cityâs many markets, and so far they had not got much beyond cracking chewing-gum in each otherâs faces,
but it had potential. I found myself grinning at the thought of what my stiff-necked, pious brother would run into if he followed me: black hair flying around him, fleshy, tattooed arms, stained pale with yellow ochre, reaching out to him with wickedly long fingernails, the air heavy with the vanilla scent of cheap perfume and ringing with inhuman shrieks from those vivid red mouths â¦
I forgot that there was more to being a great warrior than brute strength. The hand that tugged sharply at my cloakâs hem and almost wrenched the garment from my shoulders reminded me that Lion was more agile than I was and there was almost nothing I could get into or out of faster than he could.
âI donât suppose it ever occurred to you,â he shouted, trying to make himself heard over the cries behind us, âthat your family might have helped?â
âIâd had your help,â I said shortly. âSorry, brother, but it came at too high a price.â
âAnd the disgrace? What about the shame you brought on yourself?â
âOn you, you mean! Donât try and kid me, Lion. Thatâs what this was always about, isnât it â keeping me busy digging over some weed-infested mud-patch somewhere, safely out of sight, so I wouldnât blight your precious career!â
To my surprise, the mighty warrior did not fly into a rage. He looked briefly, sadly, at our feet â his with the one precious sandal that was what remained of his dignity, mine bare as always â and mumbled: âNo, itâs not that.â Then he looked up again, his face wearing as thoughtful an expression as I had seen on it. âLook, your antics over the years havenât helped â but Iâve overcome that; all of us have. Except you. Are you really going to be a slave for the rest of your life? No one lives for ever, Yaotl, not even slippery characters like you. The best
you can hope for is to leave a good name behind. Maybe it didnât matter before, when you thought you had no children, but now you know youâve got a son. Donât you want to leave him anything, beside the knowledge that his father died a slave? If you wonât exert yourself for your own sake, what about his?â
It was a long speech for him, delivered softly, with none of the hectoring tone his lectures were usually couched in. In the awkward pause that followed I reflected that it must have cost him a lot of effort. I wondered whether he had been saving it up, rehearsing it.
I turned away from him. The crowd flowing around us suddenly seemed distant. I tried looking into the busy, preoccupied faces that were hurrying past me, but for some reason it was hard to bring them into focus. I wished he had not mentioned Nimble.
Eventually I muttered: âIf my son has any sense, heâll be on the far side of the mountains by nightfall. Heâll never know me.â
âMaybe heâll be back, some day.â
I shook my head furiously, to clear it. âAnybody would think I had a choice!â
âYou could run away. Itâs One Death â you could do it today.â
âOnly if I happened to be in the marketplace.â I knew about the custom he was alluding to, the tiniest chink of an opening that was offered to slaves on Tezcatlipocaâs special day. âAnd then only if I managed to reach the Emperorâs palace without being caught first. Oh, and the rule is I have to tread in a turd on the way, remember?â I had always suspected this last twist revealed the customâs true purpose: to give the bystanders a good laugh. What could be funnier than watching a man running through the market with soiled heels, with his cursing master behind him, stumbling in his efforts to avoid stepping
in his slaveâs