thoughtfully. âWhat choice do I have? Alfredo will never trust me with another plate of food, and I couldnât blame him. Who needs a waitress with a talent for flinging food over customers?â Besides, she knew Eric Gallway and she knew that he was more than capable of doing his utmost to get what he would see as just revenge for his humiliation.
âResign, reds? And who will serve me my morning coffee and bagel?â
He was trying to be nice. In the midst of her misery, she realised that he had called her âredsâ, a reference, she assumed, to her bright red hair, and the softly spoken intimacy was almost as powerfully unsettling as the prospect of her future without a job.
âIâm going to pack up my things,â she said glumly. âThanks for being so understanding.â She reached out to shake his hand, for some unknown reason, but instead of a shake, he casually linked his fingers through hers and squeezed her hand gently, then he reached for his glass of wine and sipped some, with his fingers still interlinked with hers. He rubbed his thumb idly against hers and she felt a curious sensation of prickling down the back of her neck. Then he released her.
âI donât suppose youâd like your meal replaced?â she joked half-heartedly, and he raised his eyebrows, appreciating her attempt at humour.
Funny, during all their speculations about him, she had never noticed how strongly the curves of his mouth spoke of compassion and humour. Or maybe anyone would have seemed compassionate and humorous alongside Eric with his infernal vanity and monstrous self-absorption.
âStrangely, I appear to have lost my appetite.â He gave her a little half-smile.
âWell.â She heaved a sigh. âThe halibut was very good. Trust me. Much better than the wretched steak.â
She walked the long walk back to the kitchens, and by the time sheâd told Alfredo she was resigning, said her last goodbyes to everyone and cleared her desk of what belonged to her, her usual buoyancy was back with her.
She would find something else. She wasnât fussy. Hadnât she ended up enjoying Alfredoâs even though initially the early start had put her off and the hours were often longer than her contract demanded? She would find something else and she would enjoy it. And if she didnât, then couldnât she always head back up to Dublin?
True, it felt good to be away from the claustrophobia of having all her large family around her but if she did decide to go back to Ireland, she knew that she would settle back in without any real difficulty. And after all this time, they would have at least stopped oozing sympathy about her wrecked love life and making endless remarks about adulterous men and young, impressionable girls.
Things would work out. She had a sudden, wild memory of the man with his fingers entwined with hers andfelt a little shiver of regret. One face lost to her for ever. For no reason whatsoever, the thought depressed her, and she was so busy trying to analyse the foolishness of her reaction that she didnât notice him until he was standing in front of her. Towering over her, in fact. Shannon just manage to stop before she collided with his immovable force and it was only when her eyes actually trailed upwards that she recognised him and gave a little gasp of surprise. Mostly because he seemed to have materialised from the sheer power of the thoughts in her head.
âHow did it go?â
âWhat are you doing here?â She wanted to reach out and prod him to see if he was real.
âWaiting for you, as a matter of fact.â
âWaiting for me? Why would you be waiting for me?â It wasnât yet four-thirty, but the light was already beginning to fade and there was an unholy chill in the autumn air.
âTo make sure that you were all right.â
âOf course Iâm all right.â She stuck her hands in her pockets