Whatâs going on with your hair?â she grabs a loose strand and flips it back, grinning.
I shift my goodies to the side. âYes, alone. Just catching a breather.â
âWell, Iâm glad I ran into you. I have a favor to ask.â
I look at her.
âRumor has it that you are a celebrated actress.â
I wouldnât exactly say âcelebrated,â but the compliment remedies her flicking of my hair. White girls should really know better.
âAs you may or may not know, the Damesâ annual fund-raiser is in three weeks and Iâm the chair. We call it the Afternoon of the Arts. We have our headliner. Are you familiar with Audra McDonald?â
âAm I?â My mouth gapes open.
âI figured you would be. Well, sheâs the headliner.â Monroe claps her hands. âIt is such a coup to have her. Iâve been working with her manager for over two years to secure her.â
âThatâs amazing. I saw her on Broadway a few years ago and sheâs just awesome.â
âTickets are practically sold out. Now we just need to fill in with our supporting cast. Iâve already contacted an opera singer, cellist, and a modern dance group. Whatâs missing is a dramatic interpretation of some sort.â
âAre you asking me to perform?â My doe eyes widen, revealing too much glee, but Monroe continues on as if she hasnât noticed as she runs down the business.
âProceeds will go to the underserved girls at Cross River High. We are trying to extend their library by two thousand square feet and put in a media center. Whatâs the commercial you had running? Bounty?â
âBounce fabric softener,â I say, letting it roll slowly off of my tongue. Itâs the one thing that people know about me because it ran during the Super Bowl. That was more than two years ago, and I havenât booked a job since. My agent doesnât even call regularly because I missed so many auditions after Liv was born. Iâm still ten pounds over my headshot picture weight and canât remember the last time I had my mane colored and cut. But Iâm about to work on some changes. Felicia Lyons is making a comeback.
âWe need something funny, of course,â Monroe continues on, like sheâs reading a checklist from her clipboard. âNeeds to resonate with the two hundred and fifty women in the audience, something to which we can all relate.â
âIt would be my pleasure.â
âGreat. Iâll put your name on our nomination ballot and be in touch with more details.â
My face slips.
Monroe pats her lips. âDarling, the Dames vote on everything. But with your celebrated accomplishments, you shouldnât have a problem.â
âSounds good.â I take a step back.
Monroe turns on her heels and gives me that toothpaste grin. âCiao, darling, and be careful eating all of those nachos,â she says with a wink.
Not at all what I was expecting when I stormed out of my house today, and my mood improves a bit. The theater is half empty and I let my mind wander over the excitement of performing for the Dames. Perhaps this could be my ticket in. An incredible show could earn me the coveted purple and yellow pin. The pin Iâd never take off. The pin that would finally elevate me to â¦
Girl, please, the Dames are not letting you in their posh little club. Not with your history , the damn voice interrupts my happy thoughts, and as usual I hate her logic, reason, and timing.
I sink lower into my seat, dipping a salty nacho into the warm cheese and then shoving it into my mouth. My cell phone vibrates from inside of my purse and I see Prestonâs name flash across the screen. I send the call to voice mail.
The Dames will see right through this little facade youâve created and see you as the fake that you are. You are a wannabe. Always have been and always will. She cackles.
My knees knock
Mercedes Keyes, Lawrence James