and there was still no sign of Ma.
I didnât know what to do. I couldnât think of anybody to call. If Pa was here, heâd know what to do, I thought, and I began to be angry. It was his job to take care of us, so why wasnât he here?
I made Kenny take his bath and put on his pjâs, and I read him a chapter from Nothingâs Fair in Fifth Grade and then put him to bed.
He looked up at me gravely. âRick, why isnât Ma here?â
âI donât know, but sheâll come,â I told him.
âSoon?â
I covered up the teddy bear he always slept with. âSoon,â I promised, but I didnât believe it.
If something hadnât happened, sheâd have been here a long time ago.
I went out and sat in the empty living room and waited, but nobody came.
Should I call the police? My heart pounded as I thought about it. Finally I got up and went to the telephone. You dialed 911, I knew, and they would send a police officer. If he didnât figure out right away where Ma was, would hetake Kenny and me away, as an officer had done with Billy?
But we werenât abandoned, I told myself fiercely. Ma would never do that. Once, right after Pa left, Iâd started to cry, just a little bit. And Ma hugged me and assured me weâd be all right, the three of us, even if Pa didnât come back.
âI donât see how he could do it,â I said. âHe always said he loved us!â
âHe still loves you and Kenny,â she told me softly, giving me a handkerchief to blow my nose. âItâs only me he doesnât want to deal with anymore.â
âBut he used to love you too! Did you stop loving him ? How can you stop loving someone?â
She hugged me again. âIt happens sometimes, honey. Nobody wants it to happen, but sometimes it does. I donât know yet if Iâve stopped loving your pa or not. But Rick, Iâm still here, and Iâll always be here for you and Kenny. I promise.â
Something happened to her, I thought. But what?
There was a pad beside the telephone, andwhat Ma had written on it jumped out at me before I lifted the receiver.
Uncle Henry , Ma had written, and there was a number after his name. Message, Mrs. Biggers.
Uncle Henry, I thought. Yes, he was the one to call. He was about the only relative we had, except for my snooty Aunt Susan, who lives in Philadelphia. Sheâs Maâs sister, but she married a rich lawyer that neither Ma or Pa could ever stand, and I only saw them twice. Both times they acted like we werenât good enough for them, Pa said.
Uncle Henry didnât have a telephone of his own. He lived in a remodeled school bus, Ma told us. Uncle Henry was old, and crotchety sometimes, but he was nicer than Aunt Susan, and he lived a lot closer, too, right in our same town in Indiana.
My fingers were shaking as I dialed the number on the pad.
Mrs. Biggers was brusque when she told me Uncle Henry wasnât there. âHe works as a night watchman, you know.â
âOh.â I must have sounded as forlorn as I felt.
âYou want me to give him a message?â she asked.
I swallowed and hesitated. Should I wait until morning to reach Uncle Henry, or should I call the police tonight?
âIs it important?â she asked. And then, sounding more kind, âAn emergency?â
I gulped. âYes. Itâs an emergency. Tell him . . . tell him Rick called. My mom . . . my momâs disappeared. I think . . . I think something bad has happened to her,â I said.
Chapter Three
It wasnât like on TV, where a whole bunch of cops come with their lights flashing and the sirens going.
Only one officer came up the stairs. He had a notebook and he asked questions and wrote down the answers, but he didnât seem to think anything really bad had happened to Ma.
âShe may just be visiting a friend,â he suggested.
I swallowed so hard it