the deep, rich color of stained maple.
âIâm trying to get to the corner of Hancock and Cass,â she said.
The cop looked to his left. Her destination was less than half a block away. âWhy?â
âMy brother and sister died there,â she said.
âYouâre saying that the FBI agent, Burton, was your brother?â
âSame mother,â she explained. It always needed expla-
nation.
He waved the other cop car away, then handed her back her license and the other paperwork, which the rental car company had packed up in a plastic zip-lock baggie.
âDrive up to Cass,â he told her. âTurn right, put your car in the lot. Weâll stay with you. I donât want you out here alone.â
The copâs partner was another black man, older, his hair mixed with gray, frosty curls. She liked these men immediately. They meant to protect her.
âItâs the middle of the day,â she said.
âYou got the art museum just a couple blocks north, Wayne Stateâs nearby, but you shouldnât come down here alone. Not a woman, especially not a blond woman.â
âYouâre asking for trouble,â the older cop said. âEven if it ainât bad trouble.â
Soon she was standing with the two men at the corner.
âHow did this happen?â she asked.
âI wouldnât park here at night,â the older cop said. âNo way.â
âHe was waiting for someone,â said the other.
âAnd vice versa, it looks like.â
A thought came to her. âWhy did you pull me over?â she asked.
âYou looked lost.â
âWhatâs that mean?â
âA white woman in a rental car driving slow around here? Thatâs lost.â
âMaybe looking for the art museum,â said the older cop.
A moment passed, as if to accentuate the basic insincerity of what they were saying.
âYou thought I was here to score,â Carolyn said. âYou racial-profiled me.â
âWhoa, maâam,â said the younger cop. âNone a that. You looked lost. We were just trying to help.â He paused. âProtect and serve. Thatâs what this is all about, maâam.â
âWould you have stopped a black woman here?â
âA black woman would have been speeding,â he said.
III
T HE FREE PRESS divulged that the victims were brother and sister, and for a couple days the story moved the mayorâs troubles below the fold. David paced back and forth in front of his kitchen counter, looking at the phone number. He wanted to have an idea what to say; he was bad at speaking on the fly. There was a reason he hadnât tried to be a litigator. He considered himself especially bad on the phone and often practiced how he thought the conversation might go. Mrs. Evans, this is David Halpert calling. I read about Dirk and Natalie in the papers. I am so sorry. Itâs horrible.
He felt an obligation to make the call, but he dreaded it. It was the sorrow. Heâd had enough with sorrow. He could let his life become an exercise in itâhis son, his marriage, his mother, eventually his father, his cityâor he could make it otherwise. Cory was dead four years now. Simply to choose to live differently made as much sense as anything.
He picked up the phone and dialed the Evanses, seven digits. He got an error message. The phone company wanted him to use the new area code.
A woman answered.
âIs this Mrs. Evans?â
âPut me on your do-not-call list,â she said.
âMrs. Evans, itâs David Halpert calling.â
A pause. âDavid? Natalieâs friend?â
âYes. I happen to be in town and, well, Iâve seen the papers and so Iâm calling to say Iâm very, very sorry. I donâtââ
âThank you, David,â she said, saving him. âHow are you doing?â
âIâm fine.â
âAnd your parents?â
âMy dad is good.