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felt her body float in the hot water. She thought of a hot wind, and of the luxury of running a bath. She didn’t want to think about that, but now she did. She thought away the water, the luxury.
    She saw a face for a few seconds, a woman. A door that opened and closed. A dusky light. Eyes that shone and disappeared. The eyes were afraid.
    She kept her eyes closed and saw water, as though she were swimming underwater and was carried along by the current, the wind of the sea.

3
    W inter biked west on Vasagatan, for the thousandth time or more. He needed to oil the chain. He needed to put air in the front tire.
    Along the boulevard, the cafés were open. He had read somewhere that this street had more cafés than any other in Sweden. And likely northern Europe. That particular expression was often used in comparisons. He had thought about that sometimes, as he did now. Where did the boundary of northern Europe run? Through Münster? Antwerp? Warsaw? He smiled at the thought. Maybe through Gothenburg.
    But there were a lot of places. Thousands of people were sitting in the outdoor seating areas.
    Winter tromped across Heden. He thought of the sea and the sky, suspended like a sail over the bay where he might live his life. A new life, a different one. Yes. Maybe it was time. A new era in his life.
    They had talked about it in the car while Elsa slept in the backseat. The sun had been on its way elsewhere. Angela had driven with one hand behind his neck for a little while.
    “Isn’t it dangerous to drive like that?” he had asked.
    “Don’t ask me. You’re the policeman.”
    “Are we doing the right thing?” he asked.
    She understood what he meant.
    “We haven’t done anything yet,” she had answered.
    “It is only a plot of land,” he said.
    “Yes, Erik,” she said. “You don’t need to be worried about anything more.”
    “We do have a nice flat,” he said.
    “It’s a nice bay,” she said.
    “Yes,” he had answered, “it’s nice, too.”
    “It’s wonderful,” she had said.
    The police station greeted him with a full embrace. The façade was as welcoming as always. The entryway smelled the same as usual. It doesn’t matter how many times they remodel it, he thought, nodding at the woman at the reception desk, who nodded toward him but also farther, past him. She opened the security window.
    “There’s someone waiting for you,” she said with a gesture.
    He turned around and saw the woman who was sitting on one of the vinyl sofas. She started to get up. He saw her profile reflected in the glass case where the police command had placed caps and helmets from police forces all over the world. As proof of the global friendship among police. There were also a few batons, as though to hit home the friendship message. He had said those exact words to Ringmar one time as they walked by, when the case was new, and Ringmar had said that he thought the Italian pith helmet was the nicest. It’s from Abyssinia, Winter said, you can bet your life on it. Perfect protection from the sun while they killed all the blacks.
    The woman was about his age. She had dark hair but with a light sheen that might have come from the summer sun. She had a broad face and an open gaze, and he had the vague feeling that he’d seen it before, but in another time. She was wearing jeans and some kind of fisherman’s sweater, which looked expensive, and a short jacket. Now he recognized her.
    He extended his hand.
    “We’ve definitely met before,” he said.
    She took his hand. Her hand was dry and warm. She fastened her eyes on his and he remembered that too.
    “Johanna Osvald. From Donsö.”
    “Of course,” he said.
    They sat in his room. It still smelled like summer in there, the stuffy kind, dry. He still had last season’s documents on his desk. There was a smell to those documents, too, and it was death.
    He hadn’t wanted to touch that damned pile since it happened.
    He wanted only to forget, which was impossible.