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the long run, perhaps this is what makes us worthy, as a species, of reaching out beyond our own planet. We can empathize with the deaths of those whom we’ve never personally known. We can dream of going places even though we, as individuals, may never, ever go there ourselves. Perhaps this is how we’ve come to the point of building spaceships instead of squatting in mud huts by firelight. We’ve learned how to reach out with our hearts and minds, and we’ve learned how to hurt in an existential way from the deaths of others. Our town felt part of that pain.
    It hurts, but it’s better than feeling like you’ve had nothing to lose.

Walking on the Moon
    O VER THE NEXT COUPLE of decades, the three of them would get together once every few years, usually with their families for an afternoon or an evening. Once they had moved away from the Cape, all three had relocated to different parts of the country, so their reunions were normally arranged during vacations. They would spend a few hours in each other’s company, eating, drinking, telling funny stories, trading business tips, admiring each other’s wives and children, sometimes reminiscing about the glory days. They rarely, however, talked about walking on the Moon.
    A year after Roy and Irene moved to rural New Hampshire following Roy’s early retirement from Citicorp, Roy put out phone calls to Dick and Howard, inviting them to come up next Fourth of July for a barbecue. Both men agreed, naturally. It had been a little over two years since the last time they had seen each other during a ceremony in Washington, D.C., at the National Air and Space Museum, not really a get-together for them since they had been surrounded, and kept apart, by NASA brass, congressmen, various dignitaries and reporters. Roy figured that it was time for another, more private reunion.
    Howie and Beth were living in Syracuse, New York, so New Hampshire was only a half-day drive away. Howie wasn’t teaching any classes during the university’s summer semester, so he simply had to pack Beth, the twins Jackson and Veronica, and their outdoor gear into the Bronco; the stop at Roy’s lakeside cabin would be on their way to a camping trip in the White Mountains.
    Dick was a different story. Although he had long since retired from the Air Force, he was still working for NASA as a civilian consultant at the Johnson Space Center, so he had to fly all the way up from Houston. Roy had to mince around the subject of family while talking on the phone with Dick. Word on the grapevine was that Dick’s home life had gone to hell lately; Grace, his wife of twenty-four years, had just divorced him, and Richard Jr. had been last seen hitchhiking around the country, coasting from one Grateful Dead concert to the next.
    Trouble at home had always made Dick irritable, and Roy had half-expected his former teammate to turn down the invitation, but to his surprise Dick eagerly agreed to come up for the weekend. He caught an American flight out of Houston, connected in New York with a commuter flight to New Hampshire, and arrived at the tiny Manchester municipal airport on the morning of July 4. His rented Ford Escort pulled into Roy’s unpaved driveway only fifteen minutes before the arrival of the Happy Howie clan.
    There were the usual joyous, yet vaguely uncomfortable, first minutes of greeting each other again. The three men embraced, laughed, pounded each other’s backs, then stood back and mumbled at each other while noticing the changes—receding hairlines, touches of grey, thicker stomachs, new mustache and beard on Dick’s face, old mustache missing from Roy’s, Howie’s slight limp from when he had busted his leg last November on his ice-covered front walk. Meanwhile Irene and Beth, old rivals from their days in the Astronauts’ Wives Club, were carefully sizing each other up after quick hugs of their own: Irene noticing the deep crow’s-feet around Beth’s eyes, Beth deciding that Irene was