like when he slept. Did he lie on his stomach, his back? Did he wear pajamas or did he sleep in his birthday suit?
Maybe one day sheâd be lucky enough to find out.
Or maybe sheâd be better off not letting her imagination run off with her again. Her daddy always accused her of being too curious, too brazen, for her own good.
âYou can stay wherever youâd like,â she told Connor. âWeâve got plenty of room. Iâm just grateful youâre here to keep an eye on things. The staff have been instructed to assist you in any way possible.â
âI appreciate that,â he saidâso somber, so serious and businesslike. He really was different from his brother.
âWell, okay, letâs get you settled in.â She reached for the door handle, but in a flash heâd grabbed it and opened the door for her.
Well, damn. She couldnât remember the last time anyone but her daddy had opened a door for her. To the farm hands, she was just one of the men, and was treatedaccordingly. That was the way she liked it. She had no delusions about the kind of woman sheâd become. She wasnât pretty or worldly like her sister Rose, and she certainly wasnât what you would call feminine. She could drink any of the farm hands under the bar and was known to cuss a blue streak when the circumstances demanded it. She couldnât cook, and had no inclination to learn, and would rather muck a stall than clean a toilet. Not a dream wife by any stretch of the imagination.
Not any kind of wife at all.
Not that she didnât appreciate a good-looking man in a pair of tight jeans, she thought, taking a not-so-subtle peek at Connorâs rear end as she eased past him into the house.
As Connor stepped in behind her, he gazed around the interior, at the cream-colored walls and French doors that opened to the office, up the wide staircase that led to the bedrooms. âNot your typical farmhouse.â
âNope. My momma was a city girl and my daddy knew she wasnât happy living in the old farmhouse, so he built her this one. I was just a baby when we moved in. Two years later cancer took her.â
Most people would mumble some sort of apology, or words of regret. Connor only nodded.
Not the talkative type, was he?
âKitchenâs that way,â she said, pointing to the right. âMeals are at 6:00 a.m., noon and 6:00 p.m. sharp. Janeâs room is behind the kitchen. Through those doors over there is the office. The family room and Daddyâs suite are at the back of the house.â
âHow is your father?â Connor asked.
âHis surgery went well. Heâll be home in a day or two, but heâs going to be off his feet for at least a couple of weeks. It could have been a lot worse. If he hadnât had Jimmy, our stable manager, with him, who knows how long he would have laid there.â Sheâd seen men hurt before, but when they cut away her daddyâs bloody pant leg and she saw the bone jutting through the skin, sheâd felt dizzy and sick to her stomach.
Sheâd never seen him looking so pale and weak and broken down. It disturbed her more than she would ever let on. He was her protector. Her hero. Larger than life and invincible. Even though she was a grown woman now, she wasnât ready to let go of that fantasy. Instead it had been snatched away. Stolen from her by the Devlins.
She turned to Connor. âWe need to find out who did this.â
There was fire in Nitaâs eyes, a volatile, vivid angerâone Connor recognized all too wellâand he suddenly felt sorry for any man who dared cross her. But through the anger, he could see a flicker of something else, something that might have been fear or hurt. It was gone so quickly, he couldnât pin down the exact emotion.
âThatâs what Iâm here for,â he assured her. âWeâll get to the bottom of this.â
She gave him a brusque nod.