could no longer resist, rejected or not he had to have her. He leaned in and gently kissed her lips, savoring the sweetness of her skin. She wanted to resist, but the tension had been pounding away at her body the entire day. It had become more than she could bare. She allowed him to continue, kissing her deeper and exploring her mouth with his tongue. She let a sigh of desire escape her muffled lips. Alex slid his strong hand up her thighs, kneading at her already wet body from beneath her shorts. The sensation was overwhelming, filling her to the brim with lust. He could feel his need throbbing in his erection.
“Alex wait,” Monica whispered between kisses, her voice lost to the winds, “I can’t do this.”
“It’s ok we’re alone here,” He continued his assault on her body, slipping his hands under her tank top and caressing her breasts.
Though her body wanted him, she had never know the feel of a man and knew the last she wanted was to lose her virginity to a one night stand.From what she had been informed, Alex was nothing more than that no matter how sincere he appeared to be. She fought the urge, pushing him gently away and gazing up in his blue eyes, now full of confusion. The waves crashed on the wet sand as the two sat silently a moment, calming their breathing from the lust-filled moment. Alex turned, a saddened look in his eyes and caressed her cheek.
“I don’t understand,” He sighed, “I thought you wanted me as much as I want you.”
“I do,” Monica stood up and brushed the sand from her jeans, “But I don’t want my first time to be with someone who has a reputation like yours.”
The words stung Alex’s heart. For the first time in his life he was hurt, rather than proud, of his bad boy reputation. This beautiful woman was quickly captivating him, drawing him into her, and yet his history of womanizing was stopping him from tasting her love. He ran his hands through his long black hair, smoothing it down into place and gazed out at the waters. Monica gave him a sad smile and turned, headed back to the bike.
“Look I had a nice time today. Thank you,” she frowned, “but I think you should take me back to the hotel now.”
He nodded reluctantly and soon the two were speeding back down the roads through the living crowds of rowdy college vacationers now back in full swing for the night. At the door she stopped and turned, gazing into his beautiful eyes and then made her exit without another word. Rejecting him had been the hardest thing she had ever done, as her heart too was growing in need for him. But she knew nothing could ever come of their relationship, more than heartbreak.
Chapter 4
The beach was packed for the second day of the show as the three girls headed back down for a day of sun, drinks and music. On their fourth day of spring break Carrie had elected an all-out summer bash by the beach for their adventure, complete with more D.Js, guest stars and a few popular radio stations giving away prizes. But her mind was lost, still thinking about Alex and she made her way behind her friends through the crowds. As they reached the middle of the dancing crowd, Carrie turned with a frown.
“Come on Monica,” She called out over the music, “You spent all of yesterday moping around. What’s going on?”
Reluctantly she hashed out the situation, leaving out some of the more juicy details from her encounter on the beach though it was clear Carrie understood what had happened. She listened quietly a moment, swaying her hips to the beat as Monica chattered on.
“I can’t see him again.” Monica sighed when the story was complete. “I know what he wants.”
“How can you be so sure that’s all he wants,” Carrie giggled, “Men can change if the right girl comes along? I would go for it. At worst case you have a great adventure from spring break to remember and at best he really is being sincere. Either