difference.â
âDo they know how it happened?â
âI donât think so. Not yet anyway. The driver was killed.â
âDriver?â
âYeah, some old guy who was giving Dan a ride. Guess the Cherokee had engine trouble. Phillip called the dealer in Las Vegas and they towed it in.â
âAnd the driverâ¦died?â
âCrushed. The truck rolled at least three times. Dan was thrown clear but the driver wasnât as lucky.â
âThatâs horrible. A simple Good Samaritan act leads to death. Poor man. Will I be able to see Dan now?â
âOf course, but I want you to be prepared.â
âForâ¦?â
âAll the tubes, the machinesââ Tears welled up and Carolyn didnât continue.
âIâll be fine.â
But nothing ever really prepares someone to see a loved one incapacitatedâsomeone who had been so vital, so strong. Elaine pushed open the door and stopped. âOh.â She couldnât seem to move but stayed rooted to a spot just inside the room. Finally, she stepped closer to the bed willing herself to breathe, take a deep breath, and then another.
âWill you be okay by yourself? I thought Iâd go back to the motel.â
âYes, goâ¦Iâm sure you havenât slept much. Give my love to Phillip.â Elaine hadnât taken her eyes off of Dan.
âSpeaking of sleep, you look like you could use some, too. I asked them to set up a cot. But it doesnât look very comfortable.â
Elaine glanced at the metal and canvas frame against the back wall stacked with folded sheets, a blanket and pillow. âLooks perfect. A slab of marble would probably work at this point.â
âThen, Iâm off. The floor nurses check vitals hourly so Iâm not sure how much sleep youâll get. Iâll let them know youâre here.â
âThanks.â Elaine walked to the cot and put her purse down next to her overnight bag. âOh, I almost forgot, is Simon with you?â
âDan knows better than to even askâyou canât turn cat people into dog-sitters. Iâm sure he kenneled him, probably in that place I recommended in the North Valley, Canine Country Club. Iâm pretty sure he said he was driving up through Albuquerque to drop him off.
âIâll call later. It would be great to have him with meâ¦might make things easier.â After a quick hug Carolyn was out the door.
***
Elaine stood at the foot of Danâs hospital bed. It was almost impossible to take it all inâthe tubes, the quiet churning of machines, the drips from bottles hanging above himâ¦but it was the stark, blanched paleness of what had been a tanned face that pulled at her heart. If she had a doubt, there was none nowâDan was strugglingâmaybe fighting for his life.
Bandages covered the right side of his head stretching from his ear, up and across just above his forehead. Someone had shaved his headâshearing dark brown wavy hair just barely peppered with silver. She almost smiledâthat would pique his vanity. But it would grow back. Hair removal wasnât permanent. His right hand and arm were in a cast and tethered to the bed. Broken, she remembered from Carolynâs message. In addition, there was probably a lot of bruising that she couldnât see.
She bent over the bed and kissed his cheek. âHey, Iâm home. Worldâs fastest trip almost to Ireland and back. Now, weâve got to spend some time on you.â
His eyes were closed, breathing assisted by machine. Elaine took his good hand and held it. Ice cold. She gently massaged it between her two hands to get some warmth into the flesh. âItâll be all right. Not easy, but all right. I think you can hear me so Iâm going to keep talking.â she paused to see if there was any change. None, but she continued to tell him about the trip over, what the group had done night