Paige.
No. Stay w ur friends. Iâm gonna eat and run. But thanx. I texted back.
OK. But come over if u want.
Will do. <3
I speared a cherry tomato with my fork and started on my salad. I tried to focus on the tray in front of me, but my eyes kept glancing from Jacob and Callie to Eric and then to Paige. Paige seemed fine with her friends and like sheâd accepted the fact that I wanted to eat alone. But I couldnât focus enough to eat. Being around all of them at once was harder than I thought.
âSilver.â
Heather stared at me, one hand on her hip. She looked perfectâas alwaysâin skinny black jeans, ankle boots, and a striking red V-neck T-shirt.
âWhat?â
âGet up and come sit with us. Youâre embarrassing yourself. I canât stop watching how ridiculous you look. Usually Iâd just sit and laugh, but this is beyond pathetic.â
I almost dropped my fork. âSit with ⦠you?â
Heather rolled her eyes. âGet your stuff now before I change my mind and decide to let you sit there and look like a total dork.â
Even though she was insulting me, I didnât care. Sitting with the Trio was better than sitting with Paigeâas awful as that sounded.
I grabbed my tray and hurried across the caf after Heather. Heads turned at every table as I shuffled by with Heather. Sasha Silver, the new outcast, walked with the most popular girl in eighth grade.
At their table, I sat beside Heather and across from Julia and Alison. Both girls raised their perfectly waxed eyebrows and stared at me. Julia couldnât have looked more disgusted to see me. She put down her spoon from her beef-and-veggie soup.
âWhatâs going on?â Julia asked. She ran a hand over her chin-length blond bob, flicking strands angrily from her face. âWhy is she sitting with us?â
âBecause she looked ridiculous and it was annoying,âHeather said. âI donât want Jas thinking she has even the smallest advantage over any of us. Silverâs sitting over there looking like a kicked puppy.â
I didnât even bother reacting to Heatherâs dig. At least I had someone to sit with. Even if it was the Trio. And even if everyone was looking at us.
âSo weâre pretending to like Sasha to ⦠what?â Julia pressed.
Heatherâs blue eyes locked on Julia. I watched Julia shrink back a fraction. âDo I have to explain everything? Weâre making Jas insecure by acting like weâre all together. Sheâll hate it.â
Julia and Alison nodded.
But I knew that wasnât all this was about. Heather was being nice to me because she didnât want me to be alone. Sheâd never admit that to Julia, Alison, or me, though. Heather was the only person sitting at this table who had a feeling that Iâd been lying about Friday, and for whatever reason, even though she really didnât like me, she seemed to respect what Iâd done.
Alison smiled at me and took a bite of her Greek yogurt. But Julia just glared. We were all silent as we went back to our food. Julia obviously wasnât going to say anything in front of me that she wanted to keep among her friends.
âHowâs riding?â Alison asked, looking at Heather and me. She took a sip of her Diet Coke.
Heather gave her the Thatâs the lamest question ever face. But I thought it was smartâit was a neutral topic and we could all talk about horses and riding, even though Julia and Alison werenât allowed to ride right now.
Theyâd been banned from riding until next January after they had been caught cheating on a history test. Alison had sworn to me that they were innocent, but I wasnât sure if they were or not.
âItâs going pretty well for me,â I said, deciding to jump in and answer the question. âI know Iâve got to do more dressage work with Charm so that weâre ready for showing