and headed for the kitchen before she could be interrogated further. When she reached the privacy of the kitchen, she took a deep breath, waiting for the anxiety to subside. She knew her sense of trouble brewing was bogus. She now knew the answer to why her phone would never again ring. âCrap.â She grabbed a chilled bottle and hurried back to join Georgie. She wasnât going to let anything spoil this rare girlfriend sleepover. âTell me about your most recent shoot.â Yardley sat and handed over the bottle. âAnyone interesting?â Georgie made a face. âJust A-list celebrities. The worst. Now you answer my question.â She loosened the wire holding the cork. âWhy are you alone on New Yearâs Eve?â âIâm not alone. Thereâs you. And him.â Yardley pointed to the large metal kennel at the opposite end of the long room. Her simple action was enough to alert the inhabitant. A midsized dog with a thick yellowish-gray coat, pointed snout, erect ears, and the white face mask of a wolf stood up and growled softly. âThatâs my exchange student Oleg. Heâs a Czech wolfdog.â âWow. I didnât even know he was there. Why didnât he bark when we came in? Is he shy?â âFar from it. He simply doesnât like to give his location away.â Champagne abandoned, Georgie grabbed the camera that was always nearby and moved closer. âLook at those slanted yellow eyes. Itâs kind of unnerving how he seems to be sizing me up. Oh, but heâs gorgeous.â âAnd deadly.â Yardley smiled, always in her element when talking about K-9s. âSilent and deadly?â Georgieâs green eyes appeared above the top of her camera. âAre you training K-9 black ops?â âClassified.â The security firm that had imported him wanted Oleg evaluated, but she was to keep her work and his skill set confidential. Georgie came back to her place and set her camera down. âSo, about your guy. You havenât mentioned him once.â Yardleyâs mouth turned down. The journalist side of Georgieâs photojournalist personality was tenacious. âThatâs because thereâs nothing to say. It was momentary madness. Iâm over it.â âYou donât sound like youâre over it.â âThatâs because I donât like to lose. He ghosted me. And I donât know why.â Yardley heard the irritation level in her tone and reined it in. âSorry. You know I donât do emotional intimacy well.â Georgie nodded. âYouâre a private person. I respect that. But even if I never met him, I know David meant something to you. If only because you never told me about the other men youâve dated.â Yardley reached for the champagne. âThere havenât been that many. And none of them were serious.â âUntil your doctor. You lit up like a Christmas tree when you told me about him.â âMy mistake.â Yardley bit her lip. She wouldnât, couldnât admit what sheâd done when sheâd still hoped that David wanted her. Georgie would think she was losing her shit. âIt just hurt that he ghosted me without even a text good-bye.â âThen heâs an asshole. Forget him. You can so do better.â Yardley smiled in gratitude for her best friendâs support. âYouâre right. Whatever David and I had wasnât real. Not like you and Brad.â She felt Georgieâs inspection of her increase. âDonât you want what we have?â Yardley hesitated. Sheâd said too much. But she couldnât, this once, keep from voicing the question that had haunted her for her whole life. âWhat if thereâs no one out there for me? What if Iâm not the type of woman a man can love?â Georgie chuckled. âHave you looked in the mirror lately? The men who come through