Sheâd thought him harmlessâsexy, attractive and basically lazy. Heâd boasted of making it big, of wheeling a deal that would set him up in style. Liz had considered it so much hot air. As far as she was concerned, nothing set you up in style but years of hard workâor inherited wealth.
But Jerryâs eyes had lit up when heâd talked of it, and his grin had been appealing. If sheâd been a woman who allowed herself dreams, she would have believed him. But dreams were for the young and foolish. With a little tug of regret, she realized Jerry Sharpe had been both.
Now he was gone, and what he had left was still scattered in her daughterâs room. Sheâd have to box it up, Liz decided as she turned off the taps. It was something, at least. Sheâd box up Jerryâs things and ask that Captain Moralas what to do about them. Certainly his family would want whatever heâd left behind. Jerry had spoken of a brother, whom heâd affectionately referred to as âthe stuffed shirt.â Jerry Sharpe had been anything but stuffy.
As she walked to the bedroom, Liz wrapped her hair in the towel. She remembered the way Jerry had tried to talk his way between her sheets a few days after heâd moved in. Smooth talk, smooth hands. Though heâd had her backed into the doorway, kissing her before sheâd evaded it, Liz had easily brushed him off. Heâd taken her refusal good-naturedly, she recalled, and theyâd remained on comfortable terms. Liz pulled on an oversized shirt that skimmed her thighs.
The truth was, Jerry Sharpe had been a good-natured, comfortable man with big dreams. She wondered, not for the first time, if his dreams had had something to do with his death.
She couldnât go on thinking about it. The best thing to do was to pack what had belonged to Jerry back into his suitcase and take it to the police.
It made her feel gruesome. She discovered that after only five minutes. Privacy, for a time, had been all but her only possession. To invade someone elseâs made her uneasy. Liz folded a faded brown T-shirt that boasted the wearer had hiked the Grand Canyon and tried not to think at all. But she kept seeinghim there, joking about sleeping with one of Faithâs collection of dolls. Heâd fixed the window that had stuck and had cooked paella to celebrate his first paycheck.
Without warning, Liz felt the first tears flow. Heâd been so alive, so young, so full of that cocky sense of confidence. Sheâd hardly had time to consider him a friend, but heâd slept in her daughterâs bed and left clothes in her closet.
She wished now sheâd listened to him more, been friendlier, more approachable. Heâd asked her to have drinks with him and sheâd brushed him off because sheâd had paperwork to do. It seemed petty now, cold. If sheâd given him an hour of her life, she might have learned who he was, where heâd come from, why heâd died.
When the knock at the door sounded, she pressed her hands against her cheeks. Silly to cry, she told herself, when tears never solved anything. Jerry Sharpe was gone, and it had nothing to do with her.
She brushed away the tears as she walked to the door. The headache was easing. Liz decided it would be best if she called Moralas right away and arranged to have the clothes picked up. She was telling herself she really wasnât involved at all when she opened the door.
For a moment she could only stare. The T-shirt she hadnât been aware of still holding slipped from her fingers. She took one stumbling step back as she felt a rushing sound fill her head. Because her vision dimmed, she blinked to clear it. The man in the doorway stared back at her accusingly.
âJer-Jerry,â she managed and nearly screamed when he took a step forward.
âElizabeth Palmer?â
She shook her head, numb and terrified. She had no superstitions. She believed in action