governor. I have no clue why he would care if I were. Why did he pull the governor, of all people, out of the hat? Because I spend time with him? Becauseheâs powerful? I just donât know. The Albany police havenât found out anything about this man yet. However, they didnât think I was a liar, not like the police here in New York. I even met with a police psychologist, who gave me advice on how to handle him when he called.â
âActually, Ms. Matlock, the Albany police do believe you are a liar. At first they didnât, but thatâs what they believe now. But do go on.â
Just like that? He said everyone believed she was a liar and she was just to go on? âWhat do you mean?â she said slowly. âThey never gave me that impression.â
âThatâs why our detectives finally sent you to me. They spoke to their counterparts in Albany. No one could discover any stalker. They believed you were disturbed about something. Perhaps you had a crush on the governor and this was your way of getting him to acknowledge you.â
âAh, I see. I have, perhaps, a fatal attraction.â
âNo, certainly not. You shouldnât have referred to it like that. Itâs much too soon.â
âToo soon for what? Iâm still trying to get the hang of it?â
Anger flashed in his eyes. It made her feel good. âJust go on, Ms. Matlock. No, donât argue with me yet. First tell me more. I need to understand. Then we can determine whatâs going on, together.â
In his dreams, she thought. A crush on the governor? Yeah, right. What a joke that was. Bledsoe was a man who would sleep with a nun if he could get under her habit. He made Bill Clinton look as upstanding as Eisenhower, or had Ike had a mistress, too? Men and powerâthe two always seemed to go with illicit sex. As for Bledsoe, heâd been very lucky thus far, he hadnât yet run into an intern as voracious as Monica, one who wouldnât just fade into the woodwork when he was done with her.
âVery well,â she said. âI came to New York to escape that maniac. I wasâI amâterrified of him and what heâll do. Also, my mother lives here and sheâs very ill. I wanted to be with her.â
âYouâre staying in her apartment, is that right?â
âYes. Sheâs in Lenox Hill Hospital.â
âWhatâs wrong with her?â
Becca looked at him and tried to say the words. They wouldnât come out. She cleared her throat and finally managed to say, âSheâs dying of uterine cancer.â
âIâm sorry. You say this man followed you here to New York?â
Becca nodded. âI saw him here for the first time just after I arrived in New York, on Madison near Fiftieth, weaving in and out of people to my right. He was wearing a blue windbreaker and a baseball cap. How do I know it was him? I canât be specific about that. I just know. Deep down, I recognized that it was him. He knew I saw him, Iâm sure of that. Unfortunately I couldnât see him clearly enough to give more than a general impression of what he looks like.â
âAnd that is?â
âHeâs tall, slender. Is he young? I just donât know. The baseball cap covered his hair and he was wearing aviator glasses, very dark, opaque. He was wearing generic jeans and that blue windbreaker that was very loose.â She paused a moment. âIâve told the police all of this, many times. Why do you care?â
His look said it all. He wanted to see just how specific, just how detailed her descriptions were, how much sheâd embellished her fantasy man. And all of the marvelous particulars were from her imagination, her very sick imagination.
She kept it together. When he hesitated, she said mildly, âHe ducked away when I turned toward him. Then the phone calls started again. I know heâs keeping close tabs on me. He seems to know